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long time no see?

2011-12-26T15:52:00.003+08:00

Holidays are boring in KK.
esp when you had done the city tour few weeks ago. :X
nvm, I gonna write an entry on my 21 1st-time-experience before I turn into 22 whenever I'm free.
Time flies. :(
I'm 21 going to 22 but I am still kecil molek. :D
I hope I still can use my kecil molek look until i'm 25? :D :D :D
and I hope my metabolic rate will not slow down.
I hope there is no skin aging on my skin yet.
I hope I will be wiser.
I hope I will be more mature.
I hope I will retain part of my childish thoughts/acts.
I hope I will not contradict my points. -.-
Overall, I hope I can age gracefully. :)

how to convince a obese patient to lose weight

2011-07-08T00:13:00.010+08:00

If let say I have an obese patient, I would give the following ideas to motivate them in eliminating the excess fat in the body!

little note: eventhough I'm a medical bioscience student (not showing off btw), some facts written below are purely for entertaining purpose. Maybe in the future, I might prove them right. who knows? lalala~ just treat this as an entertaining piece. feel free to add more random facts in supporting my random facts. LOL. Some facts are scientifically proven anyway, I will state and give reference if it is proven by some scientists.

1. If you lose the fat in your body, you will not feel hot and sweat like a buffalo in any place without air-cond! It's a very important point if you're living in tropical country like Malaysia.

Reason behind: fat is heat insulator. It prevents heat to be easily evaporated (???)

2. electricity is getting more expensive in Malaysia. So, by losing some fats, you can depend on only fan and not air-cond! YOU SAVE MONEY!

3. When you're losing weight, your appetite will eventually become smaller by eating small amount of food. (it might be difficult in the beginning. but after some time, it's tolerable.) Small amount of food=save money

4. You will start to cook your own food because the food portion outside is too big sometimes and you never know the process in it. Eventually, your cooking skills is upgraded, creativity upgraded as well because you don't wanna have the same healthy food every day. The most important point, cooking your own food=save money=better quality of ingredient= save time in deciding food when eating out.

Oh, and you will lose more weight by cleaning the kitchen and dishes. You're forced not to sit after eating because you have to clean them or not the dirt will stuck there and harder to clean as time passed.

5. You can go to Sg wang/time square to get the RM25 clothes without trying on and worrying that it will be too tight for you. and you save money again.

6. you might eventually save some petrol as well because the Shell advertisement on radio always tell us that, if your car is filled with extra weight, it takes more fuel to move the car. Save petrol=save money=save the earth. (ignore this point if you're driving big car)

7. By losing fats/weight, you're more flexible. No more falling down while picking up stuff on the floor. and you can run faster if you got robbed. (choi choi choi!)

Remain your size if you're traveling with skateboard, heavy mass gives high inertia so that if you got robbed, you can crash into the robber with intense impact on the most sensitive spot.(you may ignore this point, it's too imaginary and action movie-inspired)

8. You do not go for expensive buffet anymore because you can't eat that much already. Going to buffet without eating like a cow is a waste of money. NO buffet=more money

btw, writing this post does not mean that I discriminate the obese patient. I just want to point out some idea to make them determine in keeping fit. I do not promote the skinny culture as well. OBESE MEANS WHEN YOU EXCEED BMI =/> 30. (Google BMI if you don't know what it is)

I promote healthy body. I eat whenever I should eat, exercise a lot if I overeat so that I still have my "gadgets" with me.

p/s: I'm thinking of changing to double degree in medical bioscience and biotechnology or just go for the honours degree in medical bioscience. Honours degree requires me to write two thesis in a year.

a letter to the past!

2011-07-07T13:27:00.007+08:00

Dear my 16th:

1st advice, start working hard on your chinese paper, because getting a B3 for it makes you lose a few hundreds as those associations give extra RM100 for an A in Chinese, extra RM100 for straight A and EON bank is giving RM500 for straight A. -.-. and you lack of an A to get straight A. I know you're not concerned bout the A's but it does make a difference in your life later. BECAUSE YOU DISCOVERED YOUR CRAZY SHOPAHOLISM INSIDE ONCE YOU FINISHED SPM. and yeah, you're getting more money-minded.

p/s: good thing is, you're still capable to get JPA scholarship. God loves you!

2nd advice, you should practise your piano harder from now otherwise you will fail your grade 8 practical. -.-.YEAH YOU FAILED. Stop thinking that you're able to juggle between piano exam and SPM. mayb you shouldn't take the exam in the 1st place. I wasted RM 400+ and never thought of retaking it. ah well, as long as you know how to read the notes and play them. I think it's ok. Playing piano is just a skill for you and you're not talented (you know this is excuse right?).

3rd, enjoy your high school year because you're not able to enjoy it when you're in university as you're busy watching PPS (you might wonder what it is, it is a software that enable you to watch drama and movie just like youtube except that you don't have to open multiple videos just to watch a movie), doing assignment and shopping online.and yeah, you're not really involved in co-curricular activities in uni.

4th, yeah, being 21, you still have curfew! so, stop expecting that you have no curfew when you're 18 and 21. CRY NOW AND ACCEPT THE FACT!

5h, you're not able to drive after you got your driving licence when you're 17th. so stop dreaming that you can drive a car to school for showing off once you got your licence. In fact, I didn't even get to drive once my probation is over. you only get to drive when you're 21 which is my age now. again, CRY NOW AND ACCEPT THE FACT! maybe you should stop expecting freedom from your parents. oh, the best thing is, you should pray harder for your mom so that she can get you a brother or sister to distract them from you. NO, your mom is not pregnant when you're 21 as well.

6th, your 21st party is not what you expected. I know, you expected it in a ballroom and you're allowed to introduce your bf by that time. oh well, you got to introduce the bf but not the ballroom part.

7th, speaking of bf, the bf you're having now is not the same person when you're 21st. You might wondering why, what I can say is, the feeling is not there and you meet someone more compatible with you. Same background, same group of friends and same stage of life. Btw, the bf I'm having now was so handsome, hot, thin when you first met him. and now, he's out of shape. if you meet him, please please please ask him to keep fit otherwise all his hardworks in NS are wasted. no, I did not feed him until that fat! oh, remember to ask him to keep his salary nicely too. He was regret spending the salary without proper planning. *now you see why we're together XD*

8th, remember how you despise people who go for private tertiary education esp people who go to Monash. Remember how you tell others that Monash is for bai ka lui or bai ka zai without doing any research? AND HELLL YEAH, I'M STUDYING IN MONASH NOW. (erm and becoming one of them because my rate in spending is terrifying) and yeah, that's because you're not hardworking enough in preparing your STPM. You did not fail but you got an average result that is not capable for your course and university. Fortunately, you applied JPA during your form 6 and you got the sponsorship to study in Monash. you wanted Nottingham but too bad, they do not offer any course you want. and yeah, remember to save when you got your allowance because I simply spent my 2 sem of allowance.

9th, oh, you're doing neither nutrition nor biochemistry. You're doing medical bioscience. ah well, it's better I think. You still can major in nutrition when you're doing master.

10th, oh, speaking of physical appearance, you're still a petite, still 153cm. but you're still in shape! you're not expanding vertically. That is the good news. :) and you finally get to wear contact lens whenever you want. no more trial lens and contact lens only for event! and you're getting darker because you're not wearing uniform that covers all of your body anymore.

11th, You're good in decorating the board in school right? and now, you're not expertised in it anymore. you change your "major" in modifying clothes and making jewellery. and you're selling them!

12th, you love cotton on, F21 and Diva when you're 21st because they're within your affordable range. You wish to get some stuff from Dorothy Perkins or some other high end brand but nah, you will still go back to the three brands. Your ultimate goal in shopping? Buying immovable property so that you can get side income from the rental to do more shopping. oh, please save as much money as you can now. You should stop buying unnecessary dress now since you don't get to wear it regularly because you need to wear long pants and covered shoe when you're doing lab and you have 3 labs in a week. Btw, you have another ultimate goal in shopping which is to get an authentic Hermes Birkin with your own money so that your future husband cannot make any voice in your decision. Afterall, you're spending your own money. :p ( I shall write another letter to you when you're 26th about this goal as a reminder)

13th, you will get your teeth done! and tadah, this is the after photo! not to mention, your makeup skill is getting better because you lined your eyes unlike last time you just simply paint the whole eyelid with one colour.

last but not least, enjoy every moment you have now. ignore the sad part that caused by your parents. they do that because they love you. Until now, I'm still expecting that I will gain my whole freedom when I'm working or married. (you're still you actually. you just cannot stop dreaming or expecting no matter how much you stop yourself to dream. I don't find it a bad thing though. SO, KEEP DREAMING! Expectation makes you work harder, isn't it?)

Lots of love,

your 21st!

so far so lazy

2011-06-27T21:44:00.004+08:00

As the previous post stated, my exam ended at 21/6

22/6, I did nothing at home but watching drama
23/6, same routine again. (decided to start my meaningful holiday on monday.*excuse*)

24/6, Went to Bangsar with Iona, Cher, Daryl, Brendan. Sha joined us from her workplace and we were supposed to visit Khadi who works somewhere in Bangsar. Bangsar is a nice spot to shop but anywhere becomes a bad spot to shop when you're not supposed to spend. Erm, I decided not to get any clothes anymore because my wardrobe is going to burst soon. BUT SHOES ARE EXCEPTION! I need oxford shoe/any shoe that is comfy and stylish.

25/6, I spent the morning fetching my dad to the market, spent the afternoon watching drama again, and at night, I went to moshi-moshi for Brendan's Farewell and I didn't join them for the mamak session because of my curfew and I wanted to sleep earlier too.

26/6, spent the whole day shopping for groceries with my parents.

you may skip all those above because they're meaningless days in my holiday except the outing. XD

As for today, supposed to go Taman Rakyat with chiam chiam BUT IT RAINED. so I didn't get to exercise and spent the day in AEON. Entering Cotton On is seriously a big mistake because I came across the oxford shoe and jazzy shoe that are only RM29. and now, I spent my night thinking whether to get them in terms of durability and utility and whatever. AND I DECIDED NOT TO GET THEM. *clap clap clap*

Vision for the holiday: Yin Xian cannot buy any clothes or shoes during holiday because she has too many of them. Oh, shoe is exception again. btw, no extra money to get shoe.

btw, we went AEON to shop for groceries again. This time, it was mainly for chiam chiam. (actually I wanted to type chiam because chiam chiam is too long to type sometime. but there was one time I typed chiam only. He said that he was sad because I don't call him chiam chiam anymore. so end of the tiny story behind)

To sum up this pointless post, today is chiam chiam's day.

Tomorrow gonna start reading some useful stuff.

Being inspired by Iona and Iona was inspired by her friend, I might write a letter to me in my 16th and another letter when I'm 26. I always want to write a letter to the future me so that I remember what I should do by that time like I should train my kid eating chicken breast so that the mother aka me can take the drumstick. XD

I'm too forgetful and I might get busy until I lose myself. I always lose myself. *pathetic betul* so the future letter is essential for me to remind my dream when I'm old.

Partially Back

2011-06-16T22:57:00.006+08:00

Finally, I have only 1 paper left on 21/6. It is Biology (memorising work) and the best thing is, it is a MCQ paper. so.........basically, just skim through and remember the main point will do.

After 21/6, I'm officially free until 24/7. wanted to get a job but it's too short to do so. It's only 1 month holiday. *aussie is having winter break. winter break=1 month. sigh* Anyway, gonna list down the stuff I gonna do in this not-long-not-short holiday.

1. exploring lookbook.nu and try to post some OOTD with my not-so-advance digital cam. It's like everybody is using DSLR or plan to get one era. but nah, not gonna get it for myself. *self comfort: If you're pretty enough, no matter what camera you used, it will be a pretty photo*

(FYI: OOTD=outfit of the day. I took a long time to figure out what the acronym means. -.-. saw it from some blogs)

2. Jewellery making. esp the bridal collection. Photo below is the work I have done halfway.

It is a ring-connecting-bracelet thing. I wanted to make it like a ring connecting the hand glove but I have no idea where to get those cheap satin glove. I tried to make the template with cheap pearls and crystals. If there're any customers request for the particular design, I might replace them with Swarovski crystal. hmmmm.

3. starting my even healthier lifestyle. gonna sleep before 11pm, drink 4 liter water per day, walk more, sweat more + saving electricity, cook my own lunch if possible (It's hard to cook for 1 person sometimes.), bath more, religiously apply skincare & bodycare products and determination (the most important part)

Don't tell me I'm thin to do so. I know I'm thin, but thin people need maintenance too. If you keep eating, but not doing anything to burn the stuff you have eaten, you will still grow fat. I hate people giving me that look when I said I wanted to go jogging, blah, jogging doesn't mean I wanna make myself thinner or I'm aneroxic. Jogging can boost metabolism rate too. I need to boost up my metabolism rate so that I won't easily feel cold and no more menstrual cramp.

AND NO, I'M NOT CUTTING ANY FOOD DOWN. Food makes me feel good~ I can get irritated easily if I'm starving.

p/s: no night outing if possible! ah, my curfew is at 10.30 to 11pm too. -.-. so no difference here. lalala~

4. clean my room and wardrobe. Check whether there're clothes I don't want it anymore. so far, I don't feel like giving them away. :( will try to persuade myself during the holiday

5. no shopping. I withdrew all the money from my bank acc just to resisit me from buying stuff online and only bring limited amount of money when going out. ya, no debit card to use, since bank acc has no money. Credit card cannot use as well, because my mom will know all the transactions and I'll be nagged. Unless dress under RM20, skirt under RM15, shirt under RM10, accessories under RM5, shoe under RM30, I'm not getting any of them above that price. (self persuasive speech by a shopaholic)

p/s: All that price might not apply to stuff from my fav brand, Cotton on, Diva and F21. (resisting myself from going into these three shops too. but nah, not going sunway pyramid until uni reopen, and I'm driving to uni so no chance to go there as well. Left only Cotton on in AEON, and the coming soon Diva.)

p/p/s: everytime I said I will stop shopping, I will end up to shop more. So, forget point 6.

p/p/p/s: Friends who are going out with me, try to stop this crazy shopaholic from buying stuff! and it's better not to call me for gathering in shopping mall la. (erm, so far, no shopping gathering yet except the bangsar gathering, but we're going there for lunch only, yeah, and visit some shops.)

6. Finding myself. I think I lost myself for this sem. I don't feel the stress to study for exam anymore. It's like losing the aims and whatever. and sometime I can't focus while studying. Anyway, if possible, gonna stop stalking some not-so-related blog and read the real book for inspirational life. Sometime I feel like shopaholism in me is like my another way of escaping from something. I don't know what is the something, but I feel like I'm not the old me anymore. (If you don't understand this part, it's ok, I don't understand too. I think it's a entering-adult-phase syndrome)

7. might be extracting my wisdom teeth. Recently, I find that they're not even exactly beside the second last teeh. so, I don't have to afraid that they will affect my teeth arrangement. I'm still waiting for them to grow slightly out so that it's easier for extraction.

8. might be joining the orientation buddy programme to bully some juniors. XD. I sent my application but I did not get any reply yet. :( The PIC is still busy with exam.

9. If possible, I wanna be otaku, staying at home unless for eating. :) [otaku is for male right? what is the term for female? otaki?]

10. oh, almost forget this, practise Hanon to make the piano happy because I haven't touched her since my sem starts and to train the brain and get long slender finger. XD. and mayb practise 1 new song that I haven't played b4.

giving a theme to the blog maybe?

2011-04-17T10:05:00.002+08:00

maybe I shall somehow turn my blog into a "money earning" tools because 'money money money must be funny, in the rich man world' ok, it's lame.

so I need to blog about something that I'm expertise.

1. shopping, (because I always so lucky to come across some deals. from FB, you know, klang ppl are really alert about this kind of deals. because we're mostly susie, kiasu+kiasi. There're some klang ppl stocking up maggie because they're afraid that the radiation will affect the Malaysian, how is it not kiasi?)

2. skin care and healthy lifestyle, because I'm taking biomed? and I love reading nutritional books? and try to clarify some myth if possible.

only skincare will be discussed, because I believe, a healthy skin will glow even without make up. If your skin condition is terrible, thick foundation will make it look fake, thin foundation does not really cover it. and to cover the blemish and the same time not making it fake, it requires practices and skills.

To solve the problem and hassel, we should solve its root first. and that's why money spent on really good serum and sunblock instead of cosmetic.

Therefore, no makeup part,as I don't really wear makeup and that's why I lack of practice. or maybe I should utilise the cosmetic I have now and wear light makeup to uni when I don't have practical.

pathetic thing bout being a scientist: cannot wear make up because the mascara/eyeshadow might dirty the microscope eye piece. It's not a random fact, it's truth, we were asked to remove mascara last sem for biology lab T.T not me btw. It's stated in the manual as well.

Anyway, I'm still considered wearing makeup to uni everyday. I wear BB cream only. XD. so it's face makeup. *you may boo me now*

another thing is, my uni friend are not wearing makeup, so I will be the bimbo one wearing makeup. I dare to dress up nicely to uni with dresses and heels but not make up, i know, how irony. but makeup + dresses will make you looks like you're attending some really important event right?

plus another thing is, everyday I have to wake up at 6 am and my eyes are still in the sleepy state. maybe next sem la, will start with applying mascara and eyeshadow because I have 6 mascaras with me. I only bought 1, others are given as gift when I went to makeover, lucky draw and birthday gift. -.-. and they're unopened. so still can use la. and an awesome blue eyeshadow from Shiseido waiting for me to use it. >.<

3. fashion. this one a bit BHB la. Since I have so many clothes and bags, must well fully utilise them for having my own mini fashion show at home. lalalalalala~ my fashion style?very random and somehow extreme sometimes. I follow my mood and occasion one. I can be very chin chai by wearing just t shirt and jeans to uni to very dolled up from head to toe.

At the same time, showing how a petite should dress to look tall.

4. DIY. modifying old clothes like I used to do it in this blog.

5. some cooking recipe?

6. reviews on online blogshop and product I used.

trying to turn my blog into BIE (blog in education)

and most important, remember to put labels for post, so that other reader can google from it. (maybe I should remove some really private posts. )

Random reason to make me feel better

2011-03-10T21:33:00.003+08:00

The story is, JPA OWES ME MY CURRENT SEM ALLOWANCE.

payment is late again.

so, all kind of reasons I have made for them. (excuses perhaps?)

1. They're so considerate about my health that I'm losing weight now. even my breast is getting smaller. :X (Does it also indicate lower chance to get raped?)

I can't eat the Rm 3.50 chicken thigh, vanilla shake from San Francisco, chicken & cheese pratha wrap from Hot 'n' Roll, tomato rice and even chicken rice that costs RM4.

(FYI: These're food in Monash cafeteria. secretly wishes that they should close down the lousy sushi stall which is even expensive than sakae sushi and bring in Subway or Wendy's. They're considered as healthy fast food I assume?)

and chap fan in Monash is not economic at all (that's why I called it chap fan not economic rice)

a scoop of meat for RM 3?!!

So every morning, my breakfast are aloe vera juice, mix tea, protein flour+soy bean flour shake.All from Herbalife. mommy paying and I eat them to gain weight on appropriate place and lose weight one certain parts.(so I'm not trying to lose weight but to maintain weight.) Then, normally I will eat some solid food in Monash after drinking those Herbalife products.

Thanks to JPA, I'm not eating any solid food anymore.

and for lunch, I'm eating the RM 1.50 meehoon and tahan until dinner.

As usual, dinner is home cooked food, and obviously I don't have to pay.

AND honestly, I owe chiam chiam a lot because he is paying the bill recently. We usually pay for our parts because both of us are equally poor, but now I'm even poorer. not poor la, but to save the money for future use. The longer time JPA takes to pay us, the tighter budget I have to plan.

2. I don't get to shop anymore which is good in treating the shopaholism in me.

I don't even dare to pass by my fav store like cotton on & F21 because I'm afraid that I couldn't control myself.

3. they're saving money for me. I planned my not-so-tight monthly budget according to the money given per sem. and I assumed that they would be giving the money in feb. so I start my budget in March. and now, I think I will be getting money in April. So I get to allocate the March allowance into my Japanese language education fund + Lasik beautification fund + sewing machine fund+ and even future wedding fund! The more months they dragged, the more I save because I'm so paranoid that my money will be finished before they gave us the money. I cut down some of my expenses in order to survive for next month. When they finally give the money, the one I save can be allocated to those funds again.

I'm starting to love them.

4. They're training me to know what I should do when I'm very poor. I'm more motivated to make jewellery because that's one of my income. and I even dreamed of being a private Chinese language tutor in Monash to earn some side income, because I saw some ppl sticking notice that offers private French classes in Monash. I not sure how private can it be, but I assume, it wouldn't be that bad if he/she is a hot tutor right? (you have to think a bit senget in this statement)

well, that's a good side of foreign uni, anything random can be found in the notice board. The next time I might see ppl sticking notice to find a girl friend. typing this makes me think of someone in my class XD you know who you are.

p.s: anyone interested in learning Mandarin from me? I can teach you hokkien and canto too. foul words and good words, both I know XD Once you mastered both, when someone scold you in hokkien foul words like Chao ah gua (is it even a foul word?) , you can show the finger!

p.p.s: obviously, I'm joking about the tutor part. It's a dream and I'm not a good teacher/tutor. I will get mad once I explained for too many times.

5. They're also training me in adjusting my budget. I planned my monthly budget with my limited money. Everytime I wanted to splurge, I will check whether it is allowed by my budget.

Ppl always say, A person with multidisciplinary skills will have higher rate to be employed. Next time, I can apply this budget skills in my product invention.

That's all my reason.I thought of them when I was in the KTM. SEE, KTM is the place where inspiration comes. Maybe one day, inspiration might come for my product invention. Then when people are interviewing me, I would say I got the idea when I was in the KTM. *dreaming*

Phrase of the day: (I know it has been disappeared for a long time) Reader digest is much more expensive than CLEO?! I rather be a dumb blond then. *temporarily*

*story behind: The magazine agents were in Monash just now,and I got the quotations. Even after discount, Reader Digests is still RM 9 per issue.I didn't know that a pocket sized magazine can be that exp.T.T gonna borrow the library one*

hiatus

2011-02-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

I lost my passion in blogging. WWFK.

So this blog will be buried in deep soil until the owner regain the passion.

-.-

I don't have interesting stuff/topic to post.

How about the blog debt? I forgot what I wanna discuss in that specific topic. will discuss them once I regain the inspirations!

I don't wanna simply write a boring journal.

blog should be fun to read right?

oh, and I'm sort of a dumb blond (okay, dumb brunette) sometimes.

So I don't write inspiring pieces!

For inspiring pieces, read Mahatma Gandhi's quote please!

Confession of Rebecca Chua part 3

2011-01-27T17:48:00.008+08:00

This is the last part as I don't want to make my reader bored with my merchandises anymore though I still shop with my limited money. YEAR END SALE LEH. how to resist? and RM 5 for a cute F21 necklace. you tell me?!you tell me?!

I shopped online since I got my maybank acc which is too convenient to buy stuff online provided that the blogshop is based in M'sia. That's why I have not tried oversea online shopping.

(but recently I found out from my ji mui that debit card can be used for paypal. *scream scream scream*self control, yin xian. and oversea postage is expensive and you have to wait for quite long. NO NO NO.)

okay, let's go to the main topic.

I shall discuss my online shopping experience shop by shop, instead of date. At the same time, to get some credit from some online shop by advertising for them. XD I really love their products one lo. I'm a blogger with ethics. will not chin chai recommend one. I bought from a lot of shops before, if the service and products are not good, I won't go back to them.

1. yfink66

I bought from this shop for 4 times d. The photo above is the stuff I got in 2 times. Most of them are wearable except the two white shirt. They're too sheer and I need to wear singlet inside. So i got a lesson here, don't buy white shirt online.

pro:

-reasonable price from RM 15 to RM 50, so you can't expect much on the quality. It is not top notch, but wearable la.

-Very good service plus free gift given (though it is just a mask, but better than nothing) . I just ordered from them not long ago, they sent me the wrong item, instead of a hair clip, they gave me a hair band which I already bought it long time ago. So, I told them, they asked me to keep the hair band and they're going to send the hair clip to me. whee! tell me, who doesn't love free gift? (okay lah, that hair band is RM 7.80 only. If they sent wrong clothes or bag which are impossible, I think they won't ask me to keep lo.) then very very long time ago, I wanted to redeem something with my points, but I need to settle the bill and wait for the system to refresh my points for redemption. So I texted them for faster response, they settled it in a short time. :) really impressed with their service.

Cons:

-need to buy for RM 200 to get free shipping. anyway, the shipping is RM 6 flat rate which is quite cheap also la.

-the white shirt quality is not good. but believe me, most of the china manufactured white shirt are like that.

2. gogo web

Pro:

-quality better than yfink66 sometimes, but it depends on the price one, if the stuff is slightly expensive, like RM 35 for a jacket. (normally can get for RM 20) , the quality turned out very good. I got the grey jacket (2nd pic) for RM 35.90. and surprisingly, the quality is so good,and the stitches are fine.

-good service as well, the 1st time I bought from them, I bought a bag plus other stuff la. Then on the way to my house, the box and the bag inside is broken, it was then sent back to them, and they refund me. All this happen before I know that my bag is broken. So i did not get to see the broken bag.

- Rm 100 and above for free shipping.

Cons:

-RM 8 for shipping if you buy under RM 100.

-some stuff are quite pricey compared to other websites.

3. Carnival Sales

Pro:

- the accessories are cheap when they're having offer.

- free shipping for RM 20 and above.

Cons:

- quite pricey

- the clothes quality are not good enough. most of them are not wearable esp the white one. T.T. bought the white one, because wanna test their quality of white shirt. mana tau still as bad as yfink66 white shirt. very sheer. So I assume that white shirt online are normally sheer. and you can't see it before you buy.

4. Dep

Pro:

- good quality

- the stuff look quite high end.

Cons:

- more expensive than most of the website.(I bought them when they're giving promo where some stuff is only RM 5. the stuff above are all RM 5)

5. A Fashion Story

I know about this website when they're having a booth in Monash.

Pros:

- good quality

- reasonable price

- using pos express for RM 3 flat rate.

Cons:

- Some stuff will be sold out really fast.

6. rawangbook

bought these books because I can't find some of them in Popular . They are sold out in Popular. And the books are cheap, range from RM 10 - RM 12 per book. (one of the reason why I read chinese books more than english books. LOL)

7.minimaos

got it because they're having sales. This is a topshop dress selling at RM 35. got this because, errr, that time is having marine mood. (shopaholic sial~)

p/s: There're some other blogshops that I bought from, like Blu&black and 7 deadly sins.but since I'm doing on where I spent my JPA money, so I did not introduce them here.

Confession of Rebecca Chua part 2

2010-12-26T16:13:00.008+08:00

This shall be about the pro and cons of online shopping and all the stuff I bought online.

At the same time, doing a blog post (or I should say an advertorial that I did it voluntarily so that I can get free credit from that website?*but it is really good one, ok? I don't simply recommend one.It's just nice that I'm doing this shopping post and at the same time I found this event on the website.)

P/s:To the blogshop, I'm doing a combination of all the blogshop I shopped. So, I would say all parties have their pro and cons and not all the content in the blogshop are the same. You don't shop in only one place also right?

Some criteria I check before I start shopping online:

1. ready stock

I prefer ready stock for a few reasons:

a) sometimes the owner will post up the actual photo since the clothes are already with them. If it is preorder, all we can see is the taiwan model which obviously have big difference between our height. If it is a real person, it adds credit. Hanging on the clothes hanger is still acceptable.

Let say, if you really x1000 want to get the clothes on the model, try to get those clothes which looks nice when they are loose and unisize. Eg: long t shirt, cardigan and legging. If you really like those body fitting type, buy with your own risk lo. Last time, I WENT AND BOUGHT IT. I'm very regret as the cutting is weird.I don't have those standard body shape, so it turns out very cacat.

b) you can get it like in 2 days? whereas preorder needs 2 to 4 weeks time, and sometime got custom problem as well.

c) safer in the sense that you are getting it in a short time, so even it is a cheat blogshop, you can know immediately and BOYCOTT THE FELLA (a bit violent). Anyway, so far, I never get cheated. *touch wood* If it is preorder, they might make up excuse like your shipping is lost when they're coming from China. It is your responsibility because they're not responsible to the lost. bla bla bla. (I'm thinking too much maybe? I have good imagination sometimes)

2. Price

In online shop, the good thing is you can compare price easily. You don't have to walk the whole mall to search for the exact same piece (which is almost impossible) to check for the price and not only that, you will not get the scary stare and too passionate service from the salesgirl for touching the clothes and checking the price tag.

Golden rule: every price have their own quality. expensive things normally come with good quality and better material. The "taiwan model" photo may look the same for both website, but in fact, the expensive one might be made of better quality. Again, it's your luck and that's why actual photo is important

3. the banking info.

preferably maybank as money can be transfered via maybank2u. I have not try other bank online service except bank islam so that I can check on JPA payment at home. Maybank2u has higher security control where you got SMS for every transaction. Not only that, before you do a transaction, a code will send to your phone. Thus, money can only be transfered when the code is available. UNLIKE BANK ISLAM. They don't ask for my hp no when I register online banking in the ATM. so I assume they do not send the code to us and I'm not going to use that acc for online stuff. again, I'm a poor student. even with allowance, I spent them very fast. SO PLEASE DON'T WASTE YOUR ENERGY TO KIDNAP ME. It's better to use the energy to work and earn your own money.

4. shipping method

I prefer skynet or poslaju or pos express.

Skynet staff are friendly (at least for my area la) I can call them to schedule the time if I'm not at home to collect the parcel. So tracking number is important to me. With tracking number, I know I'm not cheated by the owner and at the same time, can check on my parcel location.

Whereas for poslaju, even if they leave a note for me to collect from the office, it's still ok as the poslaju office is still somewhere I can go with public transport.

The best thing is they are almost same price.

5. the colour.

try to avoid sheer colour like white, sometimes, since it's China brand, the fabrics is so thin that it can be seen through easily. So do not take risk, choose darker colour, even if it is thin, it's still not so obvious to be seen through.

That's all I think. I think I should make this a post and another post for my online haul? It is for easy viewing purpose.

and my readers will not wonder how come I never post the next part after so long.

very sorry >.< , I was busy with LAN subject assignment recently.

My bf is making me not to shop btw. He kept on repeating that, cheap stuff doesn't mean you have to buy it and you have too many clothes + bags d.

So, to somehow please the bf, and at the same time, my shopping rate is too terrifying. I decided to put part of my money as FD.

Again, if you wanna kidnap me, what I have in the FD is a small amount. It's not worth it to spend all your brain juice in planning to kidnap me. If you have the mind to plan a kidnap, you must well use your mind to invent something. God gives you brilliant mind, and you use it to kidnap people. You have brilliant but immature/inhumane/irrational mind.

Actually, if you kidnap me, I will let you do, as Mahatma Gandhi said that, when the villain hurt you, just let it be, so that they can realise their mistake. something like that, can't find the quote. It's the same theory from the scriptures in Bible, if anyone slaps you on the right cheek, let him slap on your left cheek too. So I'm heading that phase, not going to curse people when they do something wrong. I will thank them as well so that they can realise it's their mistake. Lots of patience needed for this phase.

But at the same time, I'm afraid of getting raped.-.-. anyway, forget the last part. It's because of too many moral essay were written recently.

*random stuff inserted instead of the main topic. Btw, my stuff that I bought online in next post. need some time to organise my stuff for photo!

Confession of Rebecca Chua part 1

2010-12-14T20:45:00.016+08:00

From now on, my name is Rebecca Chua. (FYI: Rebecca is the character in Confession of a shopaholic )

However, I don't like the name. So in this story, my name is Rebecca, but in real life, I'm not Rebecca, so please, do not call me Rebecca in the public. I will not answer, because I'm not used to the name.

So, I got 4.6k from JPA. (ALMOST SPENT, SO DON'T THINK OF KIDNAPPING ME!I'M SUPER POOR AGAIN)

I returned 2k to my mom, for the registration and IELTS fee.

do the math, I left 2.6k right?

let see how I spent it.

So, I got the money on 2/11/2010. My uni friends are lucky stars, after eating bah kut teh with them, I got my money. XD

I shall start with the real life shopping.then to the online shopping in next post as photo is attached to every transaction.

4/11/2010

The opening day for Uniqlo.

I bought a RM 279.90 down jacket for my mom,as she was going to China few days after that.

In addition, I spent around RM 170 on these.(a pair of RM 80 wedges, a RM 10 t shirt, a RM25 dress , transportation and meals.)

Comment: still acceptable la. lai, let's do some calculation, my cash in hand left RM 2150.After that, my mom sort of pay back the jacket as my pocket money. I still have RM 2450

Got the Uniqlo tote bag because I bought RM 200 above stuff. HAHAHAHA. eventhough I'm not the 1st 1000 to enter and get it free. The RM 25 dress is so berbaloi lo, because it's so fit on me.(you know, those sg wang RM 25 shop doesn't allow you to try on the spot. It's luck-based. :P)

6/11/2010

The bazaar in Subang Parade.

spent around RM 80 for those lovely fabrics from Fabrics Fanatic, pretty cupcakes and someSouled Sister preloved clothes.

Comment: ok la. investment for Seenamon stuff and one of the skirt is RM 5. how on earth you can resist that? and i got free stuff for buying from Fabrics Fanatic and Souled Sister.

Comment: Erm, for so many stuff bought in less than RM 100. for me is still ok la. (later on, I will share more terrifying experience.)

mathematics time: I left RM 2370

The red stripe shirt is RM 10, the floral skirt is RM 5 and the pink skirt is RM 10.

15/11/2010

My exam ended. And my shopaholism grew wild! bought my bday dress, peacock feather head band and peacock feather earring for RM 134. stuff from Diva for RM 19.

Comment: spent around RM 150. left RM 2220

26/11/2010

This is where I started to get broke. I went GM, bought clothes for RM 60. and RM 210 investment in Seenamon stuff. (okay, some earrings are mine.)

Comment: I left RM 1950.

The jumper and cardigan are RM 20 and RM 16. then both singlet are RM 5 each. One more dress is Iona's present.

29/11/2010

Went to bkt bintang area again. with fei fei and jie qi. the main theme is to dine in Jogoya and dress hunt for fei fei. But she didn't get anything, but i got my bday party dress and a si beh sui statement ring from F21 and two pairs of shoes from Nose. total spent: RM 190 + jogoya meals around RM 65= RM 255 round it off, RM 260

Comment: I left RM 1690

The black pump is RM 43 , the flat is RM 30. Both after 50% off. and yeah, not going to show my bday party dress here. it supposed to be a surprise.

Since my summer classes starts, I go to Sunway pyramid like everyday I have class, because the canopy walk from Sunway College to Sunway Pyramid is done. So, easy access to there. This is where the shopaholism growl more fierce than a lion.

I forgot the date.

In total,I bought 2 pairs of rubi for RM 25, cotton on earrings for RM 5, 3 cotton on bags for two for RM 5 and another for RM 29, a pair of cotton on slipper for RM 15 and a key necklace for 21st bday for RM 15.

Total spent: RM 100 (round it off to RM 90)

I left RM 1590

the floral one is PWP, got it for RM 29, the "I love shoe" bag is RM 5 for charity purpose, the stripe tote bag, RM 5. I KNOW, SO CHEAP.

Bought the wrong size for floral shoe. It's size 36. and I'm size 37 for rubi covered shoe.

ANYONE WANTS IT? RM10/= only! wore once.

And I have to minus some money for all the good food.

I had Chilis for RM 90, BBQ plaza for RM 50, O'briens sandwich for RM 16,then go makan with my uni friend in Sunway Pyramid.

And I spent RM 50 on Daiso stuff. I bought the button kits for Seenamon and all the la la zap zap stuff.

I left RM 1390.

Oh, and one day, my cousin brought me to reject shop or FOS warehouse sales. spent another RM 200

Bought this trench coat for RM 90 after 50% off. It's from Somerset bay, one of my fav brand because they have all these very Old England style with all the roses and embroidery. Many said it's a waste. But for me, I think it's wearable in M'sia as it's made of thin fabrics plus it's short sleeve. I prefer outer wear in short sleeves because I look weird in long sleeve sometimes. AND IT'S SO BLAIR WALDORF. The fabrics got some motives one. cannot show in the pic.

both for RM5 each

all for RM100.

Comment: I left RM1190 T.T (continue spending for online shopping, next post when I have time)

blog debt

2010-12-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

I got some inspiration while I was in the bus or class.

and everytime when I 'm free to blog, I forget the theme.

So, better jot down here.(not going to blog because it's 12.46 am. lame excuse)

1. story of a dumb "brunette" spending 2.6k in a month. By the way, it is a sad story, so remember to bring tissue. It is more or less like 'Confession of a Shopaholic'.Inside the story, you will know the pro and cons for online shopping and real life shopping & some good bargain and lousy bargain. It also includes the protagonist showing off her purchase. oh, and how she is going to pass the days until CNY. The story comes with some useful tips to save money because she learnt a lesson from this.*expecting a long post or I shall break them into pieces?*

2. How to 'renovate' your room with some cheap tools? errm, how to organise your stuff?*tutorial*

3. this topic is slightly boring. It's about training our brain.I'm currently reading a book on this.

4. some ads for Seenamon maybe, since we're planning something great for year end. So, save some money for this grand sales!

I thought

2010-11-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

I thought my summer classes will be so easy and relaxing.

I thought after the summer class of the day, I still have time to make some stuff.

I thought I still have some time to waste on Facebook and watching movie or drama I wanted to watch so long ago.

BUT HOR,

I have one essay,one drama, several journals and an acitivity to work on.

When I reach home, I am so exhausted.

my weekends and off day?

I have no idea how it leaked. :X

must really plan my time wisely.

(normally after everyone typing this, they'll remain the same. I hope that I'm not the one doing this as well)

I think I'm too kepo in stalking people's blog or FB.

( seriously must cut down this, read more beneficial stuff instead. )

And those unnecessary online window-shopping.

(but window-shop inspire me in making stuff!)

So very sorry for the lack of update in DIY projects!

REASON WHY I SHOULD GET ANOTHER F21 DRESS

2010-11-18T21:45:00.004+08:00

I should get another F21 dress due to reason below:

1st, 2 of my friends and chiam chiam saw the dress I bought recently. They said that it's way too simple. So, I should keep the simple one for my actual birthday and buy another one for birthday party. YEAH!

2nd, It's not a forever 21 dress. It's tagged as I love H81, a brand under F21. you can kill me in this statement.But the purpose I want a F21 dress is because of the tag showing the 21.

3rd, I dunno

4th, I dunno

5th, I should really get one. and there is Year End Sales. Noone can resist sales, ok?

I sort of giving all the excuses to get a F21 dress. suddenly feel so someone.

p/s: I know what to blog for my holiday entry. I shall talk about my online shopping experience and real shopping experience.

holiday holiday holiday!

2010-11-16T08:41:00.001+08:00

YEAH!

project will be resume *soon*

I'm still thinking what to do.hmmm

PTL

2010-11-13T10:46:00.004+08:00

I was reading my old blog last week.

and I came across a list to do in each stage of my life.

sadly, so far none of them achieved.

I didn't get 3.5 above. I didn't get into UM, UPM, UKM.I didn't even do nutrition.

and I wasn't with same guy anymore.

But, still if God let me rewind the time, I will choose not to.

I prefer this plan. It is better.

I got 3.33.Initially, I really can't accept the truth. I overestimated myself. But,PTL, it's still over 3.00 and I still can continue my degree in Monash under JPA.

so I got into Monash (which is higher ranking than UM) for free +allowance.There was a rush before entering.I had to take IELTS and I need to get band 6 and above and I only have like 3 weeks to prepare. After that, I have to waste 2 week to wait for the result.I missed the orientation, I missed 1st week of class.I think I'm adapting well, except the procrastination part.

I am doing medical bioscience. my mind changed during form 6.It's tough to get into the same course in local university. I am happier in this course as I'm learning on human body system. I did not forget my interest in nutrition, thus I'm taking nutrition as one of my elective subject. With God's help, I hope that I can combine these two field of study in one day. I did not forget my objective of learning this, to create awareness in Malaysian to eat healthy food and not over dependent on pills. I wanna know all those secret codes in the food. oh, not to forget, since I have to work with government when I'm graduate, I can reach those lower income family to change their lifestyle.Like American belief, it's better to die than to get sick. It shows that how expensive medical fee is. I personally think that, if you want to become a doctor, please please, don't work for the money. If you really want a huge income, please find another way, like working part time as lecturer or writing a book. (a good question: If like that, how to support my shopaholism? erm, I will find a way la,but definitely not from the patient and I believe gov will give a good pay with good incentives.)

My current bf is more compatible with me.we're both siao people, and we danced SNSD Gee while looking at the video, and we both have the same thought in certain important issue. Not to deny that I was immature during the breaking up process with my ex. Anyway, luckily I did not make the wrong decision in this. Chiam chiam and I still madly in love even though we're together for almost two years. We have the same frequency in cracking jokes. We understand each other jokes very well. We sometimes can read each other mind. Anyway, to avoid my reader having goosebumps, I shall stop here.

Do I leak too many personal stuff? I don't think so as it's just my thought in believing God.

PTL. To have faith is to be sure of things we hope for, to be certain of things we do not see. Just keep believing, until one day, even though what you got is something beyond your expectation, you will find that, you're more pleased with this unexpected ending. Never give up when a small things is out of your expectation. The small outlier might be a piece of new puzzle in creating a better life.Now, God bless me in studying for biology!

WHEE! I left only one paper!

2010-11-10T23:52:00.002+08:00

ONE PAPER LEFT!

so I shall resume my DIY project after that.

I might sort of leave this blog aside and create a new blog, purely for DIY stuff.

To be safe, I decided not to leak too many personal stuff in the cyber world.

Or I shall use this blog purely for DIY projects after this post and no more personal stuff.

Welcome little froggie!

2010-10-27T00:34:00.002+08:00

I got this really cute keroppi widget from one of my uni mate,Jeffrey.

(lam yan lou gao, put cartoon in his blog XD )

So, I have this two weeks study break.

I finished study 7 ENV lecture notes, still have 8 more. (total failure in following my plan.), 2 chapters of SCI, others? untouched.

luckily it's all form 6 syllabus, at least I still have some patches of them.

and I left 5 days!

WOW. typing this makes me feel guilty.

seriously, I admire those who has strong determination in revision. I never stick my plan. SAD.

Again, have to tell myself, PLEASE DO NOT REPEAT THE PROCRASTINATION IN THE NEXT SEM.

p/s: what do you say for traffic light in BM? chiam chiam called it,lampu suluh! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

after this,I shall study again!

2010-10-16T09:05:00.003+08:00

I find that whenever the exam is coming near.

I tend to blog more than the time I was not having any exam.

to release tension? XD

I don't know whether this is a good thing or a bad thing where I hope that the exam 'll come soon. so that I can relax after that, and this will make me feel more nervous and work harder.

It's my nature or human nature,the motivation only comes when the thing is last minute.

I don't want to be a last minuter too. :0

okay,back to my ENV notes. aiks.

delayed project! /girlish sneakers.

2010-10-15T11:10:00.005+08:00

So sorry for the delay. and here is it!

late better than never right? This is the favourite slogan for lazy ppl. *ahem*

This is the shoe I bought in rubi, Sunway pyramid for RM 14.50. CHEAP RIGHT? but the colour is so dull. So it definitely needs some modification.

So I took off the ugly black shoe lace and replace with the real LACE.

I bought the lace in Taiping street in Klang for RM 0.50 per meter i think.

measure the length with the black shoe lace, so that it'll not be too short and too long.

burn each ends of the lace.

Put the lace through.

AND TADAH!

actually there're so many DIY modifications on apparel that's so simple, but we just didn't realise them.

So, live creatively.

I usually bought stuffs which is multifunctional. even for clothes,I love tubes where I can wear them as skirt or upper wear.

difficulty : *

p/s: this is done two months ago. >.<

UPDATE!

2010-10-14T23:23:00.007+08:00

1st, I hate being extremely tired during M. It's like my mind is still energetic,I wanna do more stuff, BUT I'm physically worn out. need more Brands chicken essence perhaps.

2nd, after looking at the blog Aisha recommended on my chatbox, I'm so inspired and motivated. and here am I presenting to your guys my * long lost promised* project. :P sowie. (project in next post.allow me to update on my current status,okay? (skip this lo, if you really not interested in my personal life. >.<)

3rd, I end my 1st sem today. It's so sudden, I supposed to have my last lecture tomorrow. My dad called the carpenters to make furniture in my house tomorrow. It's supposed to be my dad who taking care of them,but it ended up that he has emergency stuff in his workplace and he can't take leave,so I am taking care of them.well, luckily it's just a revision lecture. (long sentence I have. I held my breath to finish reading it. LOL)

4th, lesson learnt/issue happened in my 1st sem in Monash

~ I must improve my english in scientific writing if I wanna make it to Cambridge Uni. Oh,I shall state my aim here to motivate myself in really improve my scientific writing. I came across a Monash seniors who took the same course as mine doing phD in Cambridge Uni.So it's possible for a Malaysian to be in such famous uni . According to my professor, studying phD require a good skills in english. SO I MUST READ MORE JOURNALS.

~ I must not be last minute anymore. I got my essay which is done last minute.It is done badly. not even half of the marks. It's probably due to my last minute preparation. :/

~ be more friendly in uni maybe? I'm so cool and arrogant in the uni. :) and scolded some of my friends as well. I'm really sorry for that, but sometimes to be frank, I really can't tolerate people with negative mind.

I know some of the syllabus might be tough, but still we have to face it.It's the reality. I prefer to face them happily and try my best to overcome it. Friends, we passed the 2nd toughest exam, so why can't we overcome this too?

No complains and do your work is the current motto I'm strongly hold to. I'm grateful to get a scholarship to study in Monash, and I didn't really do well in STPM. So,I'm really lucky this time. PTL for that.

and yeah, think before you ask, refer to any source you can before asking the lecturer question.I find it humiliating to ask question which the answer is available in the lecture notes or the lecturer just stated in the class. This only proves that you were not listening at all and came into class with no preparation at all.

STILL, the main point is CAN YOU GUYS PLEASE STOP SAYING THAT YOU'RE GOING TO DIE OR YOU 'RE VERY CHAM WHEN YOU HAVE ASSIGNMENTS OR LOW SCORE ?do you think you're that cham or "die-able" than those kids in Africa? At least you're in university. They don't even have proper education.

Again, learn the mistake and carry on (Chow, S.C, 2010). For G's sake, you're not teenagers anymore. be independent and ask the right question.

okay, maybe I shouldn't be that serious in this "die lah, cham lah" issue. It might be your way to say shit or F or Damn,I shall try to understand.

p/s: For my uni friend who read this, I stated this issue here not to humiliate you guys. Just a critic or suggestion for improvement. and if you really wanna bring this issue in uni, i would say, what stays in internet stays there. If you wanna make the situation awkward for everyone, bring it on.

~ I wanna be the chio-est student in School of Science (you know, normally only business or art student will dress up nicely to uni). LOL. So I wear nicely to uni almost everyday. My motto is, If you buy clothes, you must find every chance to wear them, so that they're not wasted. (and I can't be that crazy wearing them at home, right?) However,I don't make up to uni, so I'm not bimbo,Am I?well,if you want to consider me as a bimbo, you're welcome to do so. but please, call me a cute bimbo.OH OH,or bambee also can.

~ I gonna join more activities next year, like joining the silver wing project. I have no idea whether it'll be available next year, but I really miss organising activities like I did in my secondary education. YEAH~

4th, Seenamon is having a booth in bazaar again!!! *thrilled* It's around november, one of the saturday! right now, beside studying until mental wrecking, I spare some time for jewellery making to relax my brain.

5th, JPA is still holding my money. I gonna have money for 2 semesters to spend in 1 semesters soon. LOL. but right now, I'm broke. :(

that's all the important updates I think.

thanks for reading. (if there's any reader,I doubt)

How to modify your plain and boring blouse into a military-ish blouse?

2010-08-24T21:06:00.007+08:00

This's supposed to be done when I was having my sweet holidays.

BUT , (there's always but for me. :P) I was lazy.

cut it short.let's start on the project!

I'm turning a plain blouse into a more stylish one in a few simple steps.

1st,get a blouse with button as we're going to change the button only.I KNOW,FREAKING EASY RIGHT?

This is the blouse I'm using.bought it online for RM 28.It's a good purchase as the size is just nice on me.

2nd, get some button which looks "military-ish"

I bought them from the green shop beside Delta HQ.I think bought it for RM 0.50 each.

3rd,pass the button through the hole.You don't wanna sew it then realise it can't pass through the hole,right?

4th,remove the button.

5th, tie a knot at the end of the thread and pass through the tiny hole.

pass through the tiny hole.

6th, put in the button and sew it diagonally.

7th, tie the knot and repeat the steps for other button.and voila!

I know I know,it's a small difference. but it looks better,isn't it?

Difficulty: * (it's very hard if you don't know how to sew.XD)

Next project: make your sneaker to look girlish. (hopefully I can do it tomorrow,alhamdulilah.XD)

Shopping list

2010-08-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

To make myself feel better,(was busy with uni life)

I decided to write a shopping list.

I hope JPA 'll gimme my money b4 16th of september where the sales is still on.

God bless me!

1. I want a comfortable sneaker that don't look bulgy.

2. Neutrogena sun block mist. I really need one as I'm getting darker by walking to uni

3. A bag which looks semi formal.

ermm.ermm. I shall stress myself for thinking the list.so

to be continued when I'm stress again.

Back for few min!

2010-08-12T10:48:00.001+08:00

I'm still alive and not taken away by the assignment tsunami.

1 assignment and 1 lab report due tomorrow.

and I have not finished them.

and luckily they're the short and simple one.

Holiday ends

2010-07-23T16:59:00.003+08:00

My holidays end officially on this sunday.

I got my IELTS result which is far better than I expected.I got band 7 btw.

and I passed the result to Monash,and around 3 hours later I got their phone call saying that I'm offered.SEE SEE,very efficient lo.

I'm asked to register on next monday.

It's like so sudden and I do not know how to react.

Ah well,welcome to university life!

p/s:again sorry for the absence of survivor post,I was busy preparing the stuff to sell in the bazaar.

Details of the bazaar:

Date : 7/8/2010

Venue: subang parade

Time: 11 am -9pm

lama tak jumpa.

2010-07-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

though it's only 8 days , it seems very long for me.

As the Chinese proverb said,1 day of separation is as long as three autumns.(means 3 years btw.The Chinese loves to make you think deeply.)

so,8 days means 24 years lo.get it?

forgive me for the "standardize" format,I'm sort of prepared for formal writing recently due to IELTS.LOL.Actually I didn't write much,I did more on the listening and reading.

As for speaking,talking to myself since my holidays started helps me a lot.I speak english to myself,for your information,again due to IELTS.

so IELTS,you better gimme a presentable result.I'm not greedy,ngam ngam fulfill the requirement for Monash is enough. I'm demanding, I know.thanks to my 5 years experience as a monitor.tsk tsk tsk.please allow me to boast about this. :)

Anyway,was kinda emo just now because of misunderstanding happened.Or only me,thought that was misunderstanding.I can be sensitive sometimes.

Maybe I should be more understanding so that there's no misunderstanding.

Oh oh oh,it rhymes.

In contrast,(see see see,another cliche for formal writing) I shall be tougher!!

RAWR. noone can control my emotion,and noone shall make me cry anymore.

tears away,use johnson&johnson.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE EXAM TO OVER.

This's my final word.

nono.

there's another one.

get well soon,orange! (didn't use this long time ago)

I'll pray for you hard hard one. (typical lala phrase.okay okay,serious one)

I'll seek for God's help in healing you,ok?

I'm legend!

2010-07-01T18:53:00.006+08:00

It seems like everyone is preparing to leave for IPTA or IPTS.

and I'm stuck in klang doing IELTS. T.T

and not only that,I'm not going to stay in Monash campus even if my allowance given is high enough to pay the rent.I don't have the moving/pre moving shopping to do.T.T.

Thanks my dad who still think that I'm a small girl and berangan-angan wanna go clubbing.

1st: I don't go clubbing

because I'm only 5 inch.I'll be squeezing in between ppl's breast instead of ppl's shoulder.

because I hate ppl smoking.

because the drink there is expensive .I know there's ladies night but the only drink i'll order there is coke or fruit juice. no point kan? I rather save the money on something else like SHOPPING!!

because society there can be complicated.I want to stay simple.

because the place is super duper noisy like hell.I can't even talk there.

btw,how I know all these?

thanks my dad again who brought me to pub/club since I was young.

I even counted down there before.

okay,to be frank,I'll stay out late if I'm staying outside.I'll go makan instead.LOL.to the legendary asia cafe/murni/SS2/snowflakes/all the ding dong restaurant.I know,I'm sua ku, and have never been there before.

again,thanks my dad for those stupid curfew and my mom for the outing quota when I'm already over 18 year old.

and yet,I'm ranting like a 17 year old. LOL

but I know,as the only daughter,the way to raise me up is different as well.=.=

right now,I can do nothing on this issue but just wait.

sowie

2010-06-28T16:16:00.002+08:00

You have my sincere apologies if you're expecting for my post on my survival during holidays.

I'm not prepared and not going to prepare until 10th of July.

Blogger 'll be investigating how handsome English is.

so that she can date with Monash after passing through IELTS,a series of test.

(weird weird weird,I'm investigating English,so that I can get Monash as my date) *try to think it another way*

I got my lappie.

that's the only update I wanna inform.

p/s: I'm doubt that anyone reading my blog religiously like I'll give a light of hope.LOL.

p/p/s:Relieved after finding that Monash is still waiting for me even though I have not passed the requirement. I'm so touched.

p/p/p/s: I shall work harder to get my date. Oh well,I'm working it by blogging and watching movie in english,ain't I? *oppsie*

WAH~~~~~~~YES!

2010-06-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

YES YES YES!!!

YIPPEEEEE

I got the conditional offer letter from Monash already.

Ah well,some of you might think it's not a big deal.

But for a person who have been lack of luck recently,it's a good news

The problem is,

the conditional letter is valid until 2nd of july. Ouch!

'll call the PIC again to hold my offer

I have out of no choice.

The earliest date for IELTS is 10th of july.

Again,Lord,I'm hoping that everything 'll be going through smoothly.

review on Irenelim fashion

2010-06-25T01:54:00.003+08:00

Holidays turn me into a shopaholic,as you guys know.

For the previous holidays,I was having the real shopping.I went to the mall and shopped.Be it window shopping or the real shopping where purchasing is involved.

But,for this holiday,I got myself a maybank account.The place to shop become wider.I can shop online,I can go to certain website,view the clothes,just like those real life window shopping.The only difference is,I don't have to be served by some really rude sales assistant.I can stay in the website as long as I can.I can even compare the price between website A and website B,while in real life,it's tiring and time-consuming to do so.

AND I 'M ACTIVELY PLAYING FB.

So one day,I came across this ad in the FB tab.I got all those online store from the tab btw.

I found out this website is exactly what I'm searching for.An affordable,a commoner as model and most importantly,a ready stock online store -Irenelim fashion

1st,the price is affordable.There's no three digit for the price.LOL

2nd, it's quite important to have a commoner to be the model,instead of those tall,slim,beautiful, proffesional model.We don't have the perfect body as the proffesional model.So with a commoner as model,we can see the design and cutting of the clothes better.

3rd,ready stock.I hate waiting for my parcel.I once ordered preorder stock,and it takes me a month.Like the Cantonese said,wait until the neck become longer.Oh well,we can get our clothes from Irene the next day right after you made payment.AH,good good.To prove that I'm not lying, read here.

Not only that,as a president of HP club, (FYI: hiao po club aka vain ppl club,created by my aunt) I shall take up the challenge to write this review to get a FREE dress.

I 'll never have enough clothes.Who say only diamond is the girls' best friend? you can't wear diamond without nice clothes as well. :)

p/s: I didn't buy from the website yet,because I saw some I really like,but someone is faster than me,she bought it. *sad*

insomia is back AGAIN

2010-06-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

*shivers*

I have insomia again.

and therefore I'm here.

Oh ya,regarding to my survival of Yin Xian during holidays,it has failed partially.

because I was moody (the IPTA outcome) , busy (back from Sg,unpacked,then went to waterfall,then went to Monash,then teman my chiam chiam for his last week in Klang.) and busy again (IELTS, jewellery to work on)

Hence the project is delayed. :(

I'm not a good project manager.

I'll be starting it again next monday.SINCE MY STUPID HOLIDAY 'LL BE EXTENDED UNTIL 26th.

See how much I wanna go to university......T.T.....I call my holiday stupid.

What am I gonna do in the two weeks waiting for result?

My mom suggested that,I can lepak around in the 2 weeks.-.-.stupid idea.ignore her.All of my friends are in university,even my pork is not around.*inside joke, iona's one is beef*

How to lepak? tell me

clarified

2010-06-23T16:02:00.002+08:00

I love things to be clarified.

I just called Monash to clarify things since the PIC for JPA in Monash wasn't around when I was there.

It seems like my holidays 'll be extended until 26th of july.

I'll miss the orientation.(which is ok for me)

I'll miss the 1st week of class.(which is not so ok for me :P)

because of IELTS.

I'm having IELTS on 8th and 10th.

and the result 'll be out on 23rd which is a friday.

and I have to pass my result to Monash immediately so that they can issue me a official offer letter,so that I can start my classes on 26th.

before this,I'll be holding a conditional offer letter if Monash accepts me.

every link is important.God bless me that there's nothing bad happen between links.

I seriously don't know what to prepare for IELTS besides read and write more.

Holiday 7: Food must take in Jogoya

2010-06-16T19:22:00.003+08:00

So,today don't have any workshop as I went to Jogoya for their lunch buffet.(well,it's still one of my way to survive in the holiday)

1st: oyster.

It's expensive and everyone is fighting for it.so be fast.

For those who're not dare to eat raw oyster,squished some lemon juice and apply lots of thousand island on it. I did that btw.

Oyster is rich in zinc which is important for male.......(you know what's the purpose) and female for shiny hair.

2nd: ICE CREAM

there're New zealand natural and Haagen Daaz.so why not? to make your payment worth.

3rd: red meat

it's more expensive than white meat and rice.LOL

4th: the coconut juice

It's sold around RM 5 outside i think and it's so nice to drink.

5th: Sashimi

I don't eat raw salmon but I took tako aka octopus leg.the only sashimi I dare to eat.

6th: any random food which can't find in other place.

eg: the dessert.whee.any food as long as it's not rice that 'll make you bloated.

that's all i think.I'm getting lesser mood in blogging.

-.-

holiday 6:things I used for my face.

2010-06-15T17:50:00.006+08:00

1. face wash :

You have to wash your face 1st before applying make up.well,at least for me.

I used Hada Labo tamago hada facial cleanser.It claims to make your face appear like the hard boiled egg without shell.and tamago means egg.get it?

Anyway,after washing face using this cleanser,whether you wanna make up or not,still hv to apply sunblock as the cleanser contains AHA and BHA that 'll gently exfoliate your skin.So,sunblock is essential to prevent further darkening as exfoliated skin is sensitive to sunlight.

2.toner:

I used Hada Labo Shiro Jyun toner as it can brighten and hydrate my skin.A hydrated skin (NOTE: hydrate,not oily) can make makeup to appear natural and smooth.

3.Skin79 super+ Beblesh Balm aka BB cream:

if I'm going out to a informal place,my steps end here.BB cream enhance my complexion and the most important is,it does not make my skin look dull after applying for a certain period.ah well,some ppl (eg:my dad) said applying foundation 'll eventually make your face look dull when you're not applying it but BB cream improve my complexion instead.It'll slowly remove my pimple scar and blemish.and I make sure I remove the BB cream completely with make up remover and cleanser.

4.concealer

I'm using yves rocher corrector.it has two ends,one is medication for pimple,another side is concealer.not nice to use btw.I wanna buy a new one after i hv finished using it.

5.foundation

I'm using mary kay foundation.so far I feel that it's so-so only.will defintely change to another brand after it's finished.

6.eye shadow

Mary kay as well.I usually use the coal black for eyeliner.I use eye shadow as eyeliner.get it?

so it can be smudge a bit to look natural.I don't like hard solid eye line.then the base colour,depends on what I wear.

7.Mascara

I have 3-5 mascara.but I used the Sasa mascara set which consist of fibre and mascara when I'm going for formal event.I used Loreal/Mary kay mascara when it's less formal.I usually curl my lashes and curl another time with heat curler for lashes for lasting effect.

8.blushes

I'm using the cosway blushes.and i'm still finding for a better blushes.sometimes blushes are needed so that I won't look pale after applying foundation.

9.lipstick

I'm using mentholatum lipstick.the colour is not so strong which is why I choose it.I don't look nice on obvious lip colour.I'll look like china doll if I do so.

10.highlight

I used shimmer powder from elianto and lime secret shine base from skinfood.I'll point on my cheek,nose and chin to look sharp.

btw,it's totally MY OWN STEPS of make up and taking care of my face.

Anything offensive 'll be deleted.

constructive comments are allowed anyway. :P

Holiday 5:How to change an A-shaped skirt into a bubble skirt?

2010-06-14T17:43:00.010+08:00

I bought this skirt online,along with a shirt and a very cacated ribbon obe-like belt.

The length is awkward for my height.It'll makes my calf looks fat and short.That's why I need to modify it.

Material:thread,needle,headpin.and most important : a skirt with lining.

So this's the skirt.I know,I got conned.It's so ugly and differ from the photo in the website.

With lining inside

turn the skirt inside out so that the lining is outside.

since it's an A shaped skirt,the circumference of the outer layer 'll be bigger than the circumference of lining.so,you 'll need to fold the outer layer properly and pin it to secure it.

you can start sewing it.the sewing method 'll be shown in the bottom.

before I forget,fold the lining inwards and sew together with the outer layer.

here's the sewing method,back stitching.do google for the video if you don't get it.but if you're good in using sewing machine,use the machine instead of hand. :)

tadah!it's done.

btw,I think my explaination is not really clear.basically,you just fold the outer layer inwards and sew together with the lining.that's all.

tomorrow post: I'm still not sure what to do yet as I just finished my last two papers today.I prepared my post the day before. :) need to take photo ma~

holiday 4

2010-06-13T15:33:00.003+08:00

exhausted day.I slept around 12.30 am and woke up at 7 am to help my cousin in KP.

not to show off it's suffering or what.I just sit there and distribute some flyers only.well,I just simply can't sleep early.I went to bed around 11pm and rolled on the bed and chatted a while with chiam chiam,then slept around 12.30. :P

anyway,something happens and I shall not enclose here.

but definitely this problem 'll be solved as time passed with patience, endurance and toleration.

Tomorrow will definitely be a better day,because I'll post about how I modify my skirt which the length is awkward for my height.I'm turning a A shape skirt into a bubble skirt.

p/s: supposed to start the BIE today,photo done.but I have no mood to do so as the shit had happened.

holiday 3

2010-06-12T13:35:00.002+08:00

BORED.BORED.BORED.

I didn't make any stuff yet(it's only 1.37 pm) because I slept pretty early yesterday.normally the lunar pushes me to do my stuff.lunar gives me inspiration.lalala~

anyway,to make my blog not so boring-full of words and meaningless words summore.

le petite finally has a super brilliant idea.

I'll come out some meaningful post everyday.no more today i went AEON,i didn't buy anything because I don't hv money,I need money,someone please give me money.Oh i forgot I can't earn money this month since next month i'm going off.bla bla bla.I feel irritated too. :P

I shall post more on my BIE (FYI:blog in education) I might teach you how to cook when you only hv limited ingredient at home,how to modify your clothes in a simple way,how to match up your clothes if you sort of buy my fashion sense.I have unique/queer fashion sense in the slanted way.hahaha.how to kill boredom at home,how to makeup for a lazy person like me.(BB CREAM ROCKS.) how to bla bla bla.

THE NAME OF THE PROJECT IS : YIN XIAN'S SURVIVOR DURING THE HOLIDAYS/HOW TO HAVE A MEANINGFUL HOLIDAY WITHOUT GUILT?/THE WHATEVER ROJAK PROJECT

hmmmm.should sign up for nuffnang,if I really wanna do all those post.I can earn some money from that too.any comment?

project 'll start on tomorrow or the day after tomorrow,as tomorrow I'm helping my cousin to do some stuff.

Can't wait for my otter brown stuff to arrive.WHEE~

holiday 2

2010-06-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

I decided to blog every of my holiday before I enter university.ah,except the days I'm in Singapore.can't find any time and anywhere to blog.but I'll try to ask chiam chiam to help me "preserve" the post so that i can add in my singapore trip. ngek ngek ngek. SEE.it's not a problem if I hv N97 mini.I can blog in Sg using wifi. >.<

Today I made 1 bracelet and 1 necklace.that's all :(

because I spent my afternoon in AEON and chiam chiam's workplace.oh,ex-workplace.now he fully belongs to me :) WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.I sound like those pervert ah pek forcing those pretty young lady to marry him.

I went to AEON for my really late lunch (3pm.late anot?) in Sakae and his workplace to adjust my levi's frame.okay okay,let's jump to more interesting stuff.

I GOT MY PARCEL TODAY! so I shall make more and more and more jewellery with those material I bought before I start my university.

anyway,datanglah tengok tengok kat seenamon.pergi click icon sebelah.thankyou.

I'm out of idea.I'm out of idea.I'm out of idea.

kay bye.wanna continue doing my stuff.

holiday 1

2010-06-10T18:23:00.002+08:00

Today I made 5 pairs of earring.

clap clap clap.

1 of them is remade earrings.others are newly created.

holidays are fun.and thus my latest series is fulled of confetti and colourful.

should work more since tomorrow might hv outing with pillow talk members.

I'm still thinking a way to persuade my mom for letting me to go sg wang on saturday.

It's my last 3 weeks in klang leh.

and I didn't make them on sunday which is a family day. :(

I finished a hong kong drama while making earrings. whee~

okay.back to making earrings and necklace.

3/4 FREE!

2010-06-09T17:58:00.003+08:00

this "free" means freedom btw.not the FOC free.

Finally,I can get a good sleep.

I have been stressed for my accounting paper since last week.

and I experienced the "mentally active but physically tired"state.

My mind can't stop thinking about the whole sets of past year I have to finish.

anyway,I didn't get to finish them as well.It's too much.

anyway,what's done is done.

and I wanna start creating lots and lots of stuff.

I wanna made ribbons,purse,necklace and whatever lah~

Next week is a busy week.

monday: I have my last paper which is the internal paper set by the lecturer.(got some tips already.relax~)

tuesday: free day!

wednesday : jogoya buffet!

thursday:SINGAPORE!

friday: SG TOO (IPTA-result-is-out day too!)

saturday: SG TOO TOO

sunday: father's day celebration which is still undecided

then the following week might be the last week before I start uni. T.T

new chapter of life is going to start,no more childish act,no more tears,because I used johnson&johnson XD.no more procrastination,no more irresposible act,no more I-don't-wanna-fren-you-so?

SINGAPORE & RUBI

2010-06-03T18:00:00.004+08:00

Another excitement~

I'm going to Singapore from 17th to 19th again.with my aunt and cousins.4 of us.

and I'll not shop so often there since the main thing is universal studio and sentosa island and I'm sort of broke,and I don't dare to ask too much money from my parents since I already spent on the ticket and accommodation. Anyway,Singapore hotel is expensive,even budget hotel is expensive.

but

this time,I must get two pairs of rubi. (two pairs are cheaper)

btw,I'm going to get my IPTA result when I'm back which is on the 19th.

If I can online there,I 'll check there

*nervous*

18th of june

2010-05-31T18:32:00.002+08:00

THRILLED!!

IPTA RESULT IS RELEASED ON 18TH OF JUNE

yeah,how thoughtful they're to actually put it on the last working day of 3rd week of june,

so that we can celebrate/lament in the weekend.

*finger crossed* I'm not ambitious to get a high pointer course,just biochem 'll do. Amen.

a big step forward

2010-05-24T09:49:00.004+08:00

Finally my jewels get to be sold.

yeah~

Thanks God for making the ppl to directly or indirectly see the website.Most importantly, it's sending Aisha and JQ to me when they just started their blogshop,and I have no idea how to start one that time.(I wanna concentrate more on making stuff and not those marketing stuff :>)

Thanks my customer and prospective (means ppl who seems interested but doesn't have any transaction yet.btw,thanks for just viewing at them.you know,designing ppl have this LOA sickness where they scared noone even bother to look at it.)

Thanks Aisha and JQ for the adverstising,selling and distribution. (you may notice that some words are business-ish.well, I'm doing LCCI now.so it's like that)

Thanks those review website for putting a review on my design.

Oh well,I don't earn much(probably around 2 figures and it really depends on you guys,you buy more,I earn more. XD),but the satisfaction is priceless.I really appreciate it.

oh well,currently thinking of another series which is more suitable for dinner.If you're LOA person,you can wear this with plain t shirt.I'm not making it now since I need concentration on my exam so I kept all my stuff so that I won't see it and I won't start touching it. XD

I shall end my post with my photo. (trying to imitate those famous blogger.I'm such a copy cat,I know.but it's impromptu.The instruction just goes into my brain via synapse. :D )

My 1st attempt to act like lala or maybe SNSD?(it's random,so negative comment 'll be deleted.XD) I realised that if I have fairer skin with my hair curled and a bright smile,I really look like a korean/japanese girl after surgeries.As for now,with dark skin,some said I look like malay,some said chindian.SURE?(chiam chiam thought that I'm ang moh when he saw me)

I tried to wrap my head during NS.I can't stop laughing looking at my face with tudung.My forehead look so bright.

How to modify your clothes?

2010-05-19T20:54:00.005+08:00

Wonder how to make your normal t shirt not so dull?

here's the way!

before it's modified.look at the right,I already did the left one,then only realised that
I should blog bout this.

in nearer view.

Material: A t shirt , elastic band around 14 cm.

Apparatus: scissors, sewing machine.(I tried sewing without machine,it's difficult), thread, needle

Step 1: cut the elastic band into 2 part equally which is 7 cm each.Burn the ends of the band slightly to prevent some thread coming out.

Step 2: sew the elastic band on the side of your shirt to hold it.

Step 3: put on your sewing machine and start sewing while pulling the elastic band to the max.To make it simple,sew on the expand elastic band.you can practise on some random clothes with elastic band so that you won't ruin your favourite t shirt.

Step 3: and tadah! it's done!

When it's expanded.

When it's not.

final design

It's nice in long t shirt.

btw,stay tune for more simple modifying clothes tips.

difficulty : ***

(it's hard to pull the elastic band and sew at the same time.especially for beginner)

another two series is out!

2010-05-18T18:47:00.003+08:00

well,this's my best collection so far.

Ice Kacang Puppy Love

before that,there's another series too.I think this's the most complicated design I have designed.

Purple Delights

Please kindly visit and help me to advertise too!

thank you.

I shall leave some photo here as well,to grab attention.

got it from the website,in case you lazy ppl don't wanna click on it.(I sound like a annoying grandma)

Peanut.

(my school time nickname.ah!nostalgic.well,this's Ice Kacang Puppy Love main theme as well)

Green Jelly.

Doesn't it remind you the jelly we all love to eat those time.well,it's food colouring,but it's attractive.wear it to attract ppl you like!

Rose Syrup.

see the rose?so tiny and cute LIKE ME.I can't stop BHB I know,thanks God for the good feature anyway.I think I'm pretty,that's enough.

This's from Purple Delights.The necklace is just like Cinderella's shoe,fully customize.

For further info and transaction,please visit seenamon

you can click on the series to look for more stuff,just korek korek around and you'll definitely get your treasure.

cheap cheap cheap

2010-05-15T15:58:00.008+08:00

Since J card day is over,it's time to show off the stuff I bought. Hee~

Out of 11 things in my list,7 of them are checked.

I went for the two days.

1st day with chiam chiam and yin chye.and we bought around RM 1100. (included my mom's stuff as well) My mom and I went to AEON to reserve our undergarment and stuff on monday.

2nd day with pei yin and my cousin. I thought I couldn't be there since I have extra class in the afternoon.but our lecturer said that he didn't even ask us to stay.so yeah,we went to AEON again as my cousin didn't get to go.Thanks God there's a classmate can send us there.and Thanks my chiam chiam for fetching us back.and Thanks God my mom didn't want to cook on that day so that I can shop more.

The three formal shirt I bought from Nicole.the right one is RM 26.97 (np:RM 89.90) and the another two are RM 23.97 (np: RM 79.90) 70% off. I wanted to buy more since I'm so in love with floral print stuff recently.I tested on these three b4 the J card day .On that day,I wanted buy some more,but there's a long queue in front of the fitting room.and I was lazy.

Place must shop during J card day : ti:zed near Monsoon id.well,if you're really brand conscious(eg: levis and MNG),skip this part.I bought these three in a really cheap price.even cheaper than pasar malam shirt lo.

the left one,I got it for free.supposed to be RM 5.70 (np:RM19.00) and because pei yin,my cousin and me bought too many clothes ,they forgot to count this in. :p I only realised that when I reached home.

the middle one,RM 3.00 (np: RM 10.00) CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?RM 3 FOR A T SHIRT! and the quality is not bad at all.the design is simple and don't have the pasar malam look.

the right one, RM 8.70 (np: RM 29.00) I always want a outer wear that is not so thick but can match with my singlet.I feel unsecured to wear singlet out.Thanks to the rapist.I'm scared to be a target.

This is a formal skirt I said in FB.The cutting is nice,just that it's a bit loose on my waist.so I wanted to get a purple belt to match with this.saw the the two line of purple on the skirt?it would be fabulous with purple belt.and I didn't see one in Harbour Place.and I bought a black belt. oh ya,bought it at RM 35.70 (np:RM119.00) another 70% off. I'm so "aunty" as I only shop at the area with 50% and 70% tag on.

The 3 long pants I bought in ti:zed.the two on top is the same design but different colour,I bought two because they make my legs looks super hot. :) .and they're not expensive. RM 8.70 each (np: RM 29.00) It's 70% off.It's supposed to be 50% off,but I went in during happy hour where everything with 50% off is increased to 70%.wahahahahahaha.I'm so happy.It's hard to get nice cutting pants at such low price.

As for the long pants at the bottom,it's RM 17.70 (np: RM 59.00) a proper pants I can wear to university

look at the lace?and the cutting on the bottom of the pants? both are the elements I like >.<

more lace!

a....ermm..jacket or blouse which is so earth- like.I want to wear it with my singlet or one of the blouse I bought and match it with a short pants or a funky jeans skirt.

price: RM9.50 (np: RM 19.00)

The main character of the day: Panasonic 2 in 1 ionity hair styler (EH 1575 w,in case you wanna buy the same one as mine).erm,I tried it once I reach home,but the effect is not so nice as I expected.maybe I'm lack of skill,need more practice.Today I tried it again and it's quite a success,just that I need some hair mousse to set the curl.It don't spoil my hair,my hair still as usual after using it. price : RM 143.10 (np: RM 159.00,10% off) I didn't expect it to be that cheap.I thought it's only 5% off and no voucher is given.but this time I got voucher for it.

This 's not bought in AEON. It's only sold in Guardian.This's my third tube.I began to use it since it's available in M'sia.It's suit my skin anyway.I'm using their toner as well.so far so good.I even use the toner for my leg as it said it highly moisturise your skin.I have two hada labo toner, the blue and white.blue is for whitening and hydrating where I used it for my face.the white one is for deep moisturising where I used it for my leg.I used only few drops a time for my leg.and the effect is good. I have no scaly calf.

see the voucher! 11 of them and all mine.because chiam chiam gave me his.and yin chye gave his one to chiam chiam which is indirectly to me too!wahahahaha.gonna use this to buy perfume in the next J card day.I want DKNY fresh blossom. I went to the duty free shop when I went to Bangkok.It's the same price as here.but if I bought it in AEON,I can get voucher.I buy with voucher,and get voucher again.

I sound like a spokeperson to AEON I know.

I'm getting not so brand conscious anymore.If I can get a similar design in those cheap boutique,I'll just buy it.I even plan to sew my own if I know how to sew properly.I did some research on fashion designing course.They teach sewing and doing the draft for clothes too.The duration is two years.not so long as I think.maybe I 'll enroll into the course after I work for several years.or maybe by that time,I'm rich enough to buy any clothes I want and don't bother to make it myself anymore.

but not in facial product,I won't use pasar malam facial product.My facial product must at least from the drugstore.I don't want to take risk on my skin.I rather spend a bit more on it.Cosmetic as well,I won't buy pasar malam eyeshadow as the colour is awful. It looks unnatural. but well,cosmetic doesn't last long so I won't buy lancome ,shu uemura,MAC cosmetic because I seldom use it. I buy maybelline because quality terjamin. like mascara,I know lancome mascara is nice to use,but the life span is only 6 months to the max.so it's not worth it for me.and maybelline or loreal mascara is cheap and not bad to use.eventhough after 6 months,I can't finish it,I won't feel sakit hati to throw it.

2 days more!

2010-05-10T16:11:00.002+08:00

2 more days!
and it is J card member day!
well,I have this love-hate relationship with J card day.

I love it because sometimes,I can get the clothes I hope for so long in a really cheap price,like 50% off.I know,they're mark-up price sometimes,but still it's cheaper since RM10 voucher is given when you purchase RM 100. (reason why everyone love it)

I hate crowd sometimes,especially when it comes to children's shout.I feel like shouting at them so that they can keep quiet.Children are cute but not when they're a spoilt brat,yelling and rolling on floor for toys.

I just don't understand why parents love to bring children who don't even know how to shop to J card day.1st,you can't even shop well,because they make noise,sekejap mau pee,sekejap mau ice cream.2nd,they'll ask you to buy toys! 3rd,they might get lost!

SO,BETTER KEEP THEM AT HOME OR KINDERGARTEN OR NURSERY, PLEASE!

okay,shopping list.

I find that shopping list is essential so that you won't miss the things you want,and at the same time,you can control your budget. shopping without list is DANGEROUS.Trust me,I tried b4.and I ended up buying unnecessary things and forgot the necessary one as I brought sufficient money for the things I want.but I already used up for the unnecessary one.

1st : Hair Curler.I think there's 5% off that day.

2nd : Memory pillow if it's not expensive.I don't know the price range.And I need a good pillow.I'm having neck pain easily recently.

*3rd : jeans.because I only have two jeans since 2 years ago?

4th : undergarments.don't ask why.

*5th : a pair of comfortable shoe for university.If I can wear slipper to university,this can be skipped.Actually,ALC doesn't allow student to wear slipper but I wear slipper to class everyday. :P

p/s:slipper are comfortable,especially crocs. no,I'm not rich to buy a genuine Crocs.My aunt gave me that. REAL ONE SUMMORE. It's really comfortable to wear it.It's my best shopping buddy.If I have excess money,I'll consider buying another pair.

*6th : short pants. currently in love with it due to SNSD. their leg super skinny lo,and to match with my lace leggings.

*7th : long T shirt,because I have 4 leggings.black,leather black,spray painted,and lace. Again,BECAUSE I WATCHED TOO MUCH SNSD.

8th : cleanser.I'll buy it when on the way back.I'm using Hada Labo Tamago Hada Cleanser which is sold in Guardian only.

*9th : formal wear for university. If I can wear t shirt ,short pants or jeans to class,this can be skipped.oh,I wanna buy baju kurung if it's not expensive,so that I can wear it to university sometimes.

*10th : Laptop backpack for university.

11th : Hair cream before curling hair.I remember Loreal came out with one product like this,Beyonce is the spokeperson.but now,it's not available anymore. So I have to search in the drugstore for one.

5 out of 11 things are essential only.those with * means it's depends on the design.If I can find what I like,I'll buy.

I don't wanna be dancing queen,I wanna be shopping queen and now I want money, money, money. XD

(I myself feel geli when I finished typing that)

P/S: I'm not advertising for AEON btw.

It's may.

2010-05-06T20:00:00.001+08:00

Time flies when you're studying.

my internal exam started next week.

and the best thing is I'm not really prepared.

>.<

another fall.

2010-04-26T21:47:00.004+08:00

I think God just have another better plan for me.

I failed to get into NTU *fullstop*

Yeah,of course I felt dissapointed.

but not depressed la.

don't worry.

and praise the Lord for helping me to make the decision to have my LCCI exam earlier because if I go for the July exam,I might have to purposely take a day off from local uni just to take two paper.-.-.So God bless me in giving me this six sense.and I have 14 days off to enjoy my life b4 I enter university.

I wanna go Malacca with chiam chiam

I wanna go shopping in Sg wang.(since I don't have to pay expensive tuition fee for NTU,I can spend more.WAHAHAHA)

I wanna get N97 mini.

I think God gave me another more important mission,to help increase the ranking of M'sia university.

although there're always some people who take the last few places,but I still must work hard to get 1st class honour and probably win some international competition to show NTU that without me,it's their loss.WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.*start dreaming*

God want me to be patriotic.

God want me to accompany my parents because I'm the only one.

Anyway,I still didn't give up in taking up chinese medicine.

but,now,biomedical and biochem,I really don't know which to choose.

but I'm more eligible to get biochem,biomedical needs higher pointer around 3.8.

That's why junior junior sekalian,work hard or not the courses are choosing you instead you choosing them.

I think our school should choose those failed in STPM to talk in Hari Kecermelangan instead of asking those excellent one.Those who failed really feel the pain and motivates them to work really hard.As an audience,you'll of course think that you might fail like them (because you're lazy,ignorant and arrogant) and thus,you work like mad just don't want to fail.mana tau you get 4.00.If you asked those excellent one to talk,they 'll think that it's easy to score and have a mindset that if you can get it,I can get it as well.(good eg: me)

I'm really ok.

and stay tune on seenamon.Lots of new series coming soon.

ran+dom = me!

2010-04-21T21:21:00.002+08:00

The date is confirmed.

My LCCI exam is on the 1st week and 2nd week of june.

After that,I'm free!! ASK ME OUT FOR UNIVERSITY SHOPPING.

should be getting my university result by then.

(well,I might shop earlier if I got NTU.because J card day is on 12th and 13th of may.MARK YOUR CALENDAR FOR SUCH GRAND SHOPPING SPREE.I might exaggerate it. :P.but this is the time when you can see the true colour of a woman.will come out an article about the type of shopping woman)

I'm having a dilemma now.

1st,If I'm lucky enough to get NTU, (my result is not good,I think I love to repeat my failure,kononnya,you start a new life from where you fall.back to topic)

I have to start thinking of my financial status.It's a 100k + per course,without living expenses.

I don't feel like burden my parents,because it's not a small amount.

If I want to get scholarship,I have to study like mad.

whereas if I'm in local uni,hahaha,you know lah,we'll get some people to take the last few places.

and I'm kinda having the JPA scholarship for local uni due to my acceptance in form 6.

After thinking so hard,

I refuse to think anymore.

because I'll "ki siao" if I'm trying to predict God's planning for me.

right now,

three things to do,

1.enjoy my life

2.do my best for LCCI exam to "mencuci nama saya yang sudah jadi sikit busuk sebab STPM"

(I'm the one who need academic performance to boost her confidence.YA LAH,I'm kiasu,but I get satisfaction in achieving success in academic performance,just like I get satisfaction in plucking ppl's grey hair)

3.make jewelery BECAUSE I BOUGHT NEW MATERIAL!!! YEAH!!

well,just to make my blog not so dead and learn to blog God as Aisha said.I'm the amateur God blogger.

I'll end with a verse I find it really useful when I'm lost in direction aka blur and impatient~

Do not be anxious about anything,but in everything,by prayer and petition,with thanksgiving, present your requests to God, which transcend all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 4:6-7-

Another series,the green collection.

2010-04-12T16:11:00.002+08:00

Since almost every magazine is talking about green which I have no idea why they do so,maybe there's a few environment themed day in this month,so I shall present you THE GREEN COLLECTION.made by moi.(i think moi is me in french.sorry if there's a mistake.hehe)

I don't know whether they're ppl reading my blog,since I always post about emo+silly+crazy stuff.

anyway,if you drop by my blog,feel free to view it.

Thank you very much.

The Green Collection

update update.

2010-04-07T20:28:00.003+08:00

well, a week almost passed.

nothing much happen.

but I think I should update a bit.(well,I'm bored)

1.I'm busy from monday to wednesday.Eventhough I don't have extra class,I need the time to finish my homework,as Monday to Wednesday are the days I always got homework.

2.I'm sick since last wednesday.The sickness just came after I got gastric,unpredictable like me.ARGH.well,I'm feeling better already.

3.I'm trying to cut down my dosage of ponstan (a medicine for menstrual pain) because I think it increases my rate in getting gastric,though I ate them after I had my meal.I don't want to depend on medicine so much either.SO today,I depend on myself,telling that it's not pain at all,but padahal,SAKIT SAKIT SAKIT.well,not as pain as the previous month. People said,menstrual pain 'll be eased after you got a baby.I think I need to bear for another 8 years maybe?Anyway,I'll exercise more to increase my metabolism rate and meanwhile ease the pain as well.

4.I'm going to penang with my family on 1th of may to 3rd of may.So,I must make sure I'm healed by that time so that I can get to eat my asam laksa and bobo chacha.

5.got a few parcel.And I still have the last one on shipment.I swear,no shipment until june.not that I'm broke,but I need to control on the rate I spent.Maybank2u is so convenient to use and convinced me to spend more too.-.-

6.been watching gossip girl season 3 lately.well,it's getting....ermm.....I don't know how to describe it.It's like they can kiss and ........ with everyone in the drama. It's gross to see the threesome of Dan,Olivia and Vanessa.I'm not acting innocent but it's a bit too much lah.anyway,I love to watch the part where Chuck and Blair are together.AWWW.SO SWEET.that's why love drama is never outdated.Always the same plot,but people always buy it.Anyway,I watched it to get some inspiration on making jewellery as well.

7.well,some political changes happened in the college and the PIC quit.the best thing is she's holding my limited edition children novel.I borrowed to her daughter.and how am I supposed to get back?

8.Apparently,gossip girl really helps in improving my english.At least I'm thinking in english now,but my vocab is still not good enough.I subscribe some free novel online.but I don't feel like reading stories online.I prefer to read it in paper.I know,it might not be environmentally friendly.But I'll try to flip through the expired newsweek magazine to learn more words.oh ya,I always make grammar mistake.need more practice perhaps.

9.downloaded so many cartoon and movies and drama.WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

10.I MUST finish my homework diligently!

11.I'm so nervous about the NTU outcome.If you guys want to say that I'M LIKE THOSE BAI KA LUI SO SEMANGAT WANNA GO OVERSEA TO STUDY,GO AHEAD.I DON'T CARE.I got a bit hurt when one of my friend said that I just wanna go oversea to study and somemore asked me why I take STPM if I wanna go oversea.and I planned to work there to pay my daily allowance if I got it.Anyway,no point to worry all of these when things are not certain yet.Just wish me luck,people.Stop pouring the cold water.I'm not hoping for Cambridge or Harvard.It's just NTU.seems impossible to get it but it's possible.

12.well,end of the story.As usual,I'm still meeting chiam chiam once a week only.>.<.Miss him badly.

curiosity kills a cat

2010-04-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

Have you heard of the story about pandora's box?

After you have revealed some "bad" things,you never feel happy anymore.

that's my situation now.

Because I was SO FREE (eventhough lots of LCCI homework is waiting for me )

so,I went and googled about NTU double degree in biomedical and chinese medicine to check that whether I'm eligible and whether there's any bloggers doing this course.

And,I'm kinda regret for searching all the info.

BECAUSE I MIGHT NOT GET IT.

I thought,it's a not so competitive double degree,but turns out that some forum saying that it's competitive.

I thought,noone would really interested in it,but MANY ppl asking bout it.(I hope they just asking)

I was naive before this,thinking that the chance to get in is high.

but another good news is,only one website shows that,there's ppl get in with only 1A in pre-u and C5 in chinese.I not sure whether that fella is a singaporean or what.

I really got to pray hard.

From another side,I shouldn't put so high hope in it so that I won't feel really disappointed if i really didn't get it.

(but deep in my heart,I still believe in my analysis.THOSE PPL ARE JUST ASKING.MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

anyway,que sera sera,what'll be ,'ll be.I already did my best and I should let the God do the rest.

arhhhh...I felt better,and really if I didn't get it,noone is allowed to laugh at me.AT LEAST I TRIED,OK?1st time writing personal statement somemore.I was ignorant to apply any scholarship after SPM.

My 1st intention to apply for it is just to try my luck,so if i didn't get it,it doesn't really matter.My mom 'll be happier too.I'm saying a lot of excuses just to make myself feel better.-.-.

anyway,que sera sera,what'll be ,'ll be.I already did my best and I should let the God do the rest.

kinda feel guilty sometimes.because..........sometimes,I was too tired,halfway praying,I fell asleep.

Then sometimes,I was talking on the phone until I fell asleep,then I didn't pray at all.

I have faith,I should be praying and reading bible religiously.

Sometimes,ppl 'll just go into the wrong direction,so am I.Now,I must U turn and go to the right one.but dilemma still there.

amendment?correction?

2010-03-29T17:15:00.005+08:00

anyway,for those who're in my FB list,

they'll somehow know that I'm applying double degree in biomedical and chinese medicine in NTU.

because the status bout it is everywhere.HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I'll study biomedical in Singapore for 3 years and 2 years in Beijing for chinese medicine.(If I'm eligible to get it)

YES,I'm applying with my 3.33 after some of my analysis.

1st,to apply for the double degree,you need to know chinese and take chinese as a subject in your junior high school exam.SO,this eliminates part of the Singaporean who doesn't bother to learn chinese ,and some other nationalities like US and UK (I don't think the American and English 'll come to Singapore to study as well,they have so many famous uni there)

2nd, ppl from China cannot apply for it (it's one of the term and condition) because I think,(NOTE: I think means my opinion) it's stupid that you come to Singapore and back to your country to study chinese medicine.They must well starts in the country.well,this eliminates the billion ppl in China and makes the probability to become higher.

3rd,everyone is so crazy to study medicine and dentistry.AND I DON'T THINK THEY 'LL COME TO CHINESE MEDICINE LO.

so,I'm quite confident in getting it.

and NTU is not as famous as NUS.

oh ya,about the abrupt change of mind,

actually I'm still on the right path.To cure sickness without chemical!

and I can even apply all the herbal knowledge in making organic cosmetic.

and,I read through the syllabus,it inculdes lots of things I wanted to study like huang di nei jing where we learnt about the nerve and limp knot.After studying it,I can be like wong fei hong,just point to some place,and you'll remain static.WAHAHAHAHAHA.

I know,I'm really good in dreaming.

God bless me.and forgive me for changing my mind so often.(you know,woman's nature.)

but i think He's leading me to the more accurate way by asking my cousin to encourage me to apply.

MY PINK COLLECTION IS OUT!

2010-03-20T21:46:00.005+08:00

After three months,I finally made..................6 pairs of earrings.

I know,I know,I'm not productive enough.

but you know,I still have lots of LCCI homework to be finished.

Those are earrings I made in 3 days in Jan.See,I can be very productive if I want.

Anyway,cut it short and we shall go to the vital one,

YES,THEY'RE ON SALE NOW.

Seenamon

This's my one and only authorised dealer.If you have seen any stuff 100% exactly the same as these selling in another site.LET ME KNOW,I'll sue them and get some royalty.WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ok,I started to talk like a famous designer.just let me be. :P

and not only that,some of them might be limited edition,because the material is limited and I simply can't remember how I did it.Just like drawing,you can draw something in the 1st time,but 2nd time,you just can't get exactly the same as the previous one.It's handmade,not machine made,so you know la,it will not be exactly the same.Anyway,those simple one can be remake.

The point is,

YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE IN THIS WORLD WEARING IT.YOU KNOW!! HOW LUCKY!

It's affordable limited edition.

Once I got my sewing machine,more stuff 'll be out.

STAY TUNE.

xoxo.you know you love me.

(sounds familiar? LOL)

p/s: the reason why there's only 5 pair in the site:It's because there's 1 pair doesn't pass my QC.need some modification. XD

Ahhhh...finally settled

2010-03-07T16:52:00.002+08:00

So,I sent in my application for local university.

and now problem occurs,

I applied for USM and UPU.

but actually deep in my heart,I don't wanna go USM because their health science faculty is in Kelantan.Gosh,Kelantan,where I might hv to wear baju kurung all day under the hot sun walking to the auditorium/lecture hall.I don't mind wearing baju kurung,but in such weather,NO WAY.and you know,according to my impression towards Kelantan,you need to queue separately and a bit ulu wan lo.I'm a urban person.ah..realised something,the more education you get,the more you complaint.aiks.Anyway,I don't wanna go there la.I think those ppl who can't get university 'll throw stone at me right now.

But really,by having a not-so-bad and not-so-good pointer is not a good thing,you'll definitely get a place but normally not those famous uni and not so famous course.To get a better university,you need higher to secure the place.so,junior-junior sekalian,please stop reading my blog (means stop online la) and do TONNES OF EXERCISE. and ya,please please don't underestimate your inorganic chemistry.I'm totally defeated by it.If you need exercise book,feel free to ask me.I have some books which is unfinished.I doubt any of my junior reading my blog.

I'm not trying to show off lah~but really don't get 3.33.normally courses in UM UKM UPM,they need pointer around 3.75.So,WORK HARD FROM NOW.Unless you want a "sweet escape" to UMS ,then don't work so hard,enjoy your form 6.wahahahahahaha.

haiya,you wouldn't listen like what I was last year.But I can see my junior work harder than us.Some of them even start studying in lower 6.They study during recess as well.KIA LANG.I don't know whether this spirit'll continue to this year.but it's a good thing if you keep it on.don't be like me, very hardworking in lower 6,then all my spirit gone in upper 6.

anyway,I'm kinda out of topic,this post is supposed to be a post about my choice for course and university and some comments from ME. note:ME

so these're my 8 choices.

1.UM biochem

2.UKM biochem

3.UPM biochem

4.UM biomedical (this one cuba nasib)

5.UM biohealth (this one I can become a health adviser to consult ppl to live healthy)

6.UKM dietetic (you know why I want,I wanna treat ppl with food,not medicine)

7.UKM Nutrition (same reason as dietetic,but this's more to public where dietetic is treating eating disorder patients)

8.UKM food science (my very last option,something I'm interested but not exactly I want)

Noticed that most of my choice is biochem.This's because the pointer to get in there is around my range and I can pursue nutrition in my master with degree in biochem.So it's a better way.

nutrition and dietetic require very high pointer (around 3.83 to 4.00) so I put in just to test my luck lo.

And now,I'm clearer on what I wanna do.

I wanna make cosmetic and at the same time,I can improvise the effect of the cosmetic I made by consulting my client to eat certain food.

Then I can be another Anna Sui.wahaha.but I'm better than her,I made my own cosmetic (she doesn't make her own,she hire ppl to do it),design my own clothes,made my own perfume,made my own accessories and one thing she doesn't have,advice for nutrition.*dreaming deeply*I'll be yin xian sui or CYX (there's a brand named NYX) WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.ok la,maybe not the clothes and accessories yet,because I don't have so much time to do so much things in one time.need to plan accordingly.will pray hard to God so that I can achieve all those step by step.

So,I need both of the courses.And I found out that,with degree in biochem,I can change my major into nutrition when i'm doing master.But,if I'm doing nutrition now,I can't change into biochem during master.It's not confirmed by other source.I read it in a education magazine.

the most important things is MAMA SAYA HAPPY.SAYA PUN HAPPY.So,It's a win-win situation lo.

Actually,There's reason why I choose nutrition more to dietetic.I want to prevent people to get sick with some basic knowledge on nutrition.Don't wait until they have certain disease,then only look for doctor and dietician.This's very common in our country.That's why I was told nutritionist can't earn much in M'sia because of M'sian attitude on disease.They think,now I'm healthy so I can eat what I want without control.then,when they 're sick,they have to cut down all those unhealthy food.If you have some knowledge on food nutrition,you'll plan your meal.Have good but maybe unhealthy meal once in a while is ok.It makes you feel good.

Another reason,I wanna certify those article on certain food nutritional value.Some said,certain food is good for health.but another party said it's not good.ALAMAK.why they can't make it clear for us?Like everyone knows,oat is good for health,now I hv heard from my aunt,oat is not good.It's so confusing lah~

Another reason,my "keponess" and talkative character deep in my heart.I can talk a lot if I really meet the right person.I also have keponess which comes with determination to find out the truth.Actually,with my keponess,I wanna be a reporter.but my mom does not allow me to do so and I'm not good in writing.So that's it.

Consequence for not updating your blog often:you'll end up writing all crap and mainly out of topic.

God bless me and everybody in achieving what He plan for us.

small story:When I went to taiwan, I went to a shop where they sell jade.so,they have fortune teller there. I know,in Christian view,we're not supposed to go to fortune teller.but,I was so free doing ntg there.So I just gave my birthday to them.and the fella said I'm a workaholic with two jobs.So,we'll see.stay tune on biography of CYX.

My biggest fall so far

2010-02-26T17:42:00.002+08:00

well, as you guys know,STPM is out.

and I don't get what I expected or I should say I didn't get a good enough pointer to compete in taking nutrition course.

There's too many people taking biology for STPM.

there're some got excellent result (for eg:3.7 to 3.8)

there're some like me,not so bad but not good enough to apply hot course like pharmacy.

anyway,I hate pharmacy so I wouldn't take it.

I'm more to nutrition because I believe that diseases which is cured by natural way is better and prevention is better than cure.I want hollistic recovery instead of treating the part which is sick and ignore the cause of the sickness.I want to verify the nutrition value of certain food

And there're some ppl,

as I heard,wanted to take pharmacy and their pointer is around 3.8.

They're still afraid that they can't get it.

So,they go for nutrition and dietician because they scared end up ntg.

and this means,my competition 'll be higher.

please lah people,if you think you really don't have the interest in such course,don't just get it because you just want a degree in local u and make those ppl with lower pointer can't get what they want.

well,maybe I'm a bit aggressive on this.

because I was so lazy in my form 6 life.

when you guys are busy studying,I'm doing ntg but playing in FB.

and now,I'm regret for thinking that I'm smart enough to cope all the workload in form 6.

I overestimated myself

As what I read in a novel,

when you have gone through something unpredictable,

you'll undergo 4 stages

1st stage:cry as loud/much as you can.

2nd stage:aggressive,deny the happening and start blaming others

3rd stage:calm down and depressed

4th stage:accept the truth or commit suicide

currently in 3rd stage.

but don't worry,I won't die like that.

I'm not married yet.

and after an incident happened to a senior,I appreciate my life more.

Random

2010-02-23T17:12:00.004+08:00

1.I miss the days I can hangout with chiam chiam almost everyday.schooling together,lunch together,tuition together,dinner together sometime.then now,hardly can see him also.

2.I'm back from Bangkok with two long t shirts,2 leggings (1 black 1 lace) ,5 necklace,2 short pants,1 sleeveless shirt,1 black turtle neck shirt,3 shirt,2 pyjamas look alike shirt,1 big bag and 1 clutch at only RM126.super cheap,k?I got the long t shirt at RM 7 and a necklace at RM 3.

now I change my shopping paradise from Singapore to Bangkok.

3.I wanna be a fashion merchandiser where I can buy clothes from all over the world and sell them in M'sia.(when I'm retired or I'm really bored with my future job) I know,my ambition never stop changing one.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

4.sewing machine or curler?I need a sewing machine so that I can sew something to sell.I need a curler so that I can save money from going to hair salon for hair curling.should check out the price 1st.My hidden dream (to learn making clothes) appears again.since SPM,I wanted to learn making clothes,but don't know how to start.

5.Since CNY is finishing,I think I have to settle down for my LCCI examination and driving lesson.

6.AND WHY YOU GUYS TOLD ME THE DATE WHEN STPM RESULT IS OUT? I wanna know it on the day not the day before.I started to have weird dream like getting robbed and meeting strange person.Just let me be an ostrich.

7.I have tonnes of homework and laundry to do.I don't wanna put in my new clothes into washing machine anymore.(bad experience,for those active in FB and added me as friend.They know what's going on)

8.I need to write a personal statement for the NUS application.

9.I wanna watch gossip girl season 3

10.I should work on my blogshop.still thinking of a way to sell the stuff.-.-.and i'm kinda lazy to make them.I have inspiration but no motivation to make them.

11.I need to apply what I learnt in costing on the price of the stuff I wanna sell.

12.to be continue.I had lots of stuff to tell,but until here,I forgot what I wanna tell.>.<

13.oh,I remembered.Thanks for the birthday wishes and gift.Thanks Cher for the lotion,fei fei and Amin for the mascara set and the most important person,my dear chiam chiam for the contact lens cleaner which I wanted for so long.If I forget anyone,very sorry

post from Thailand

2010-02-19T10:58:00.003+08:00

Sawadeekap!!

Finally get to use internet on the last second day.

Bangkok hotel I stayed in is much much better than the one I stayed in Pattaya.

new decade

2010-02-05T22:49:00.001+08:00

I kinda preserved this post.

today is 12th of february.

I was busy anyway.

WELL,

I'm offcially 20.I'm starting my second decade of my life

but why ar,until today,when I went out to mamak,they still call me adik.-.-

I'm forever 18.WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway,today is my birthday.(just pretend it's on my brithday la~)

I was surprised when my LCCI classmate bought me a cake from fruity and brought it in during the break over.I was busy talking to my cousin that time and suddenly blackout happened.I thought it's really a blackout.Then my lecturer brought in the cake and they sang song.anyway,Thanks to pei yin for arranging all that.At 1st I was wondering why is she acting quite weird and even borrowed money from my cousin but not me.

After the class,supposed to go to sabi wasabi with chiam chiam for lunch wan.

Unfortunately,miscommunication happens.

He thought I wanna had it for dinner.

and I didn't have my breakfast (actually ate a piece of cake la) so I was quite angry with him.(I'll be grumpy and easily irritated if i'm hungry or sleepy.)

Anyway,happy to see him and today is my birthday.I forgave him lo.So he faster went to bath and went to AEON jalan jalan 1st lo.

sabi wasabi was closed from 3pm to 6pm.We knew there when we reached and it's 5pm.

SO,We went to GM klang lo.

After eating,We went around bkt tinggi to search for places to hangover.

AND I HAD THIS BRILLIANT IDEA.KLANG PARADE.

so we rushed to KP,just for the clearance sales.Didn't buy anything from the clearance sales as I was warned by my mom not to simply buy things anymore.

BUT I BOUGHT 12 novels.WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

This's how my bday gone.

As I grow older,I don't want a grand party anymore.

I just want to stay with my beloved,had my favourite food and that's all.

oh ya,chiam chiam got me a contact lens cleaner which i wanted so much.

thanks dear.muacks.(I know you'll be reading it)

shopping spree AGAIN

2010-01-30T22:36:00.011+08:00

I realised something.

I tend to become a shopaholic when I finished a major exam.

When I was done with my SPM,I bought A LOT of clothes for CNY

and now,same things happen.

but with more clothes!!!

with an excuse,I might be working.(well,I worked and I resigned because there's no income)

so,these are stuff I bought.much more than the last shopping spree in 2008.HAIH.all my JPA scholarship gone.(I think the JPA fella'll be mad after reading this.those money supposed to be used for my study.hahahaha.)

SO,THESE ARE THE STUFF I BOUGHT.

compare to the 2008,it increases drastically.Some I wore it before the CNY.

Necklaca bought by chiam chiam as my xmas present.it's spontaneous.He asked me to choose on that X'mas day in Takashimaya

dress I bought after I have bought so many dresses.I swear this's the last b4 CNY.gonna wear it on my bday.with the yellow wedges.WEE.and the colourful wedges,I'll leave it to CNY

Accessories and Jacket area.Bonita headband are CHEAP.2 for RM5.siao liao.gonna buy another two colour.WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.OH,I forgot my belt.I bought two belt in total.-.-

cocktail dresses area?

Working dress area.

skirt and pants area.gonna wear that floral dress with my G2000 top on the 1st day of CNY.that floral dress bought in GM klang in RM 27.quite a good bargain la.

Casual dress area?

shirt area.

In total:

I bought

8 shirts.(4 worn because my old T shirt are mostly torn.)

2 skirts.(1 worn for work)

2 pants.(1 worn because my pants also almost torn)

11 dresses.(3 worn because since I bought so many.can wear la.)

2 earrings.

2 belts.

3 scarfs.

3 pairs of shoe.(1 worn for work)

4 hair ornaments.

1 "bangle"?

2 jackets (both worn because ALC very cold la~)

and it costs me around 1000 this time.

you know,sing dollar.you know,after the singapore dress incident,RM 50 dress for me is nothing.-.-.

write this down,not to show off.Just to remind me how much I have bought,and I shall stop buying until I got my uni JPA scholarship.AND I DON'T HAVE AN INCOME.

that's the worst thing.

I need to save money because I can't earn money right now.

and I don't know how to sell my hand made earring.need to set the price according to the materials i used.and thank God I learnt costing in LCCI.can try to apply.That's the main purpose I enroll into the class.One day,I wanna open a shop,inside the shop, you can make DIY card,DIY present,and I 'll put a big big cabinet which is divided into compartments so that student can rent a small compartment to sell their hand made stuff.THIS IDEA IS COPYRIGHT RESERVED.Those who copy my idea,sure gulung tikar in 1 month.hehehehehehehe.IF they read my blog and copy my idea. Because I not sure whether there's someone having same mind as me.Don't wanna hurt the innocent one.

ARGH.got to go.I have 10 accounts to be done.accounting is fun when you're doing ONE account.but 10 accounts?not fun anymore.

jobless and almost moneyless

2010-01-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

I'm resigned from my job after pushing hard by my parents.

SO,

I'm concentrating on my LCCI now.

and I hope I can get as much angpow as I can.

Thank you very much.

I hope my earring selling business can be started as soon as possible.

i'm done with 5 pairs of earring.

I'm doing replica of vincci accessories and forever 21.

If you see me taking photo of accesorries in any store.That's me.

Thank you very much.

I wonder why such a simple necklace and they put it at very high price.

I saw a blair wardolf-ish necklace in vincci.It's SO SIMPLE.and RM 39 for that.

I can make for myself in less that that.I might sell it in RM 15.

STAY TUNE

YIN XIAN REPLICA OF ACCESSORIES IS COMING SOON.

probably after CNY.

aiks

2010-01-17T14:44:00.002+08:00

I'm not sure whether any of my colleague 'll read this.

Anyway, it's not important whether they read or not.

After forcing by my parents,

I decided to resign last wed.

And I was persuaded to stay because they lack of staff

but,after that I 'm regret.

AND yesterday,my dad forcing me to quit again.

and I wanted to quit as well.

because I don't like my time is totally on my work.

I want my personal time where I can do my own things like shopping and designing jewellery for sale.

I want to teman chiam chiam whenever he's off.

AND I WANNA WATCH GOSSIP GIRL!!

currently on season 2.I know,I'm outdated a bit la.ppl already came out season 3.but I like to dwl the whole drama and watch it in one shot.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

and I MISS MY HONG KONG DRAMA.

I thought marketer working time is flexible but I didn't know that flexible includes sacrificing my sunday sometimes.

Actually that time,I just wanna have a try.Who knows it's really so not my job.

I'm not persuasive enough.

anyway,plan to work until end of this month

After that,i'll relearn piano and driving.

LCCI

2010-01-08T21:49:00.002+08:00

hey,

I'm studying now until june to get my LCCI diploma

BECAUSE MY FEE IS WAIVED.

hohohohohohoho.(thanks to my SPM result)

and girls are really complicated.

At 1st thinks that good result doesn't bring you job.

then,now thinks that good result are good because you get free course.

I just have to pay my examination fee.

Since I'm working at ALC and in the morning I can't really call ppl for appointment.

So,I must well go for LCCI where the class is held in the morning

and next time,while I'm in university,I might get account from small company and earn some pocket money with that LCCI.

In the afternoon,I'll be continue my calling and teaching my boss's daughter as well,

with some extra income

AND YES,FINALLY I'M FULLY OCCUPIED.

and about the teaching job,

I went to MOE website and search for every primary school around my house.

I called school by school.

AND

THEY WANT TEACHER WHO CAN TEACH AT LEAST A YEAR.

and no place for replacement teacher currently.

so,

If anyone read this and interested to enrol,

FIND ME LO.

the deadline for jan intake is 10/1/2010

otherwise,you hv to go for the 1 year course which intake is on feb.

job job job

2010-01-06T15:43:00.003+08:00

Somehow I feel really helpless these few days.

I went for a few interview(some not even interview)

and it ended up that they need a permanent one after looking at my result.

I'm not bragging about my SPM result is really good or what .

Just that everyone who saw my result 'll say that they need permanent worker and they're sure that I'll leave and go for further study.

SO,

I went to PPD trying to get a teaching job,

went through the interview,and was told to wait for their calls

I waited for two days,and finally I called them and that fella didn't remember a thing about me.

I was told that they prefer degree holder and someone who can work at least a year.So I was asked to go to SJK Tsuen Min to ask the headmistress about it.AND THE WORST THING IS,I don't even have a bicycle.so I gave up and thought that I should go to STAR and ask the teachers.

And here I went.

It's fulled with the newly trained teacher.eventhough there's teacher going to give birth or what,they'll let the new teacher to take over.

I went back,met my friend,and was told that there's still admin job in her company.Before that I heard that they need telemarketers,but I don't want it as there's no basic at all.you earn from what you did.If I happen not getting anyone in,I'll not get the money.and there goes all my effort.

And I went for the interview,and turns out that they need telemarketer more than admin.

So,out of no choice,i just take it and give it a try.

I actually wanted to work as sale assistance in watch shop where I got high basic salary and high commission as well.

just because of my parents who don't allowed me to work on weekend and as sales assistance.I have to give up that.

come on,when I finished SPM,I can't get to work.I understand as I'm going to NS as well.So,I really don't mind if my parents don't let me to work.

but now,I'm 19 going to be 20,going to end my teenagers life.AND I STILL DIDN'T GET TO CHOOSE WHAT JOB I WANNA DO.

I WANNA EARN AS MUCH MONEY AS I CAN IN A PROPER WAY.

Sale Assitance is not a bad job,right?not that i'm selling drugs or working as PR in pub.

HAIH.

I can't understand why my parents still wanna keep me in the green house.

dress hunting

2010-01-03T18:53:00.004+08:00

This's the dress I saw in Singapore.Due to the price is a bit high,so I think that I should find it in Malaysia.

BUT,

After my dress hunting at Aeon Bkt Tinggi,Bayu boutique street, bangsar online store (kinda like the concept where we can view clothes online and go to the shop to try and buy) and some random online store.

I CAN'T FIND WHAT I WANT.

My last hope would be the bkt bintang area.

but,i don't think I have the time anymore if I get my teaching job.

SO,

I give up.

IF ANYONE GOING TO SINGAPORE SOON LIKE AROUND THIS MONTH,

LET ME KNOW YA.

I want S size,black colour.If I'm not wrong,there're few colour to choose.green,black and blue i think.wanted the green one,but still think that black is the universal colour.so i better get the black one and i tried the black one.The dress was displayed outside the shop when i was there.price:S$72.And it's on the 3rd floor near Limited Edt VAULT.The square things on the dress is metal chips.The dress comes along with a belt as well.I even go search for The Heeren website to get the floor.

OR,

IF YOU COME ACROSS THIS DESIGN IN ANY CLOTH STORE IN M'SIA,

LET ME KNOW ALSO.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

1st post of the year

2010-01-02T10:35:00.002+08:00

I went to Harbour Place to count down which is a really silly place to countdown.AS I GOT CHEATED.THEY SAID GOT FIREWORKS WAN LO.

and ya,I count down with my parents and chiam chiam.like finally i got to spend my new year eve with my bf (although it's just a few minutes).

I don't feel like login my FB account these few days.

I don't want to see all those new year eve photo.especially with friends wan.

DAMN KNS.19 going to 20,BUT I STILL CAN'T GO OUT UNTIL 12AM.

my curfew is still 10.30 pm

after that time,my phone 'll ring and you'll hear a loud monster shout from my mom.

DAMN KNS LA.(after Singapore trip,I tend to scold more KNS.ter"adapt" their culture)

especially those couple who went for count down and took photo wan.T.T

when's my turn har?

maybe this year new year eve can do so d.

shall wait for 31/12/2010.

I don't even get to go out as often as I want.

My outing still in quota system.

once the quota is full,I can't really go out anymore.

and my mom sometimes 'll purposely call the house phone just to check whether i'm at home.

and my cordless phone is spoilt.

I have to go downstairs everytime just to pick up a phone.

My pre birthday wish:I hope my parents 'll break my curfew.

I'm big enough to differentiate good and bad

not going to pub,club or disco as I really don't like those place.

wanna drink liquor?my house got a lot and I don't hv to pay for it summore.

and i'm not those innocent girl thinking that everyone is good to help you.(old friends like school mate are exceptional)

i think,this kind of emo post is normally posted by a 15yo or 16yo girl.

but i'm going to end my teenagers life and yet i'm posting them.

Tips or rather some protocol to get a job as temporary teacher.

2009-12-31T18:17:00.006+08:00

I supposed to go for an interview as a general clerk in Southern Park today.

I ended up didn't get to be interviewed,as the PIC said,she'll send my resume and details to the boss 1st,then only call me for an interview.-.-.

So,

I ended up going to SJK (C) Tsing Nian to ask for vacancy as a "substitute teacher",that means if there's any teacher on maternity leave,i'll take over the place.

Who knows,I think the headmistress misunderstood it as temporary teacher and you know,chinese school lacks teachers often.

However,I was told that there's no vacancy.The headmistress helped me to ask the Chinese School Admin in PPD to help me to get a job and gave me some form to fill in.

So,I went back to STAR, got my SPM cert,I/C,birth cert verified and went to PPD Klang.

(something out of topic: PPD Klang is a nice place.I think they must be spending a lot just to make a fish pond with lots of Koi inside.)

I met the Chinese School Admin/Penyelia Sekolah Cina and I got interviewed.

There's a evaluation table to determine your qualification.

Then,He asked me whether I can handle the children and I will cane them if they're naughty.

and please answer no,you won't use the cane.-.-.I said,depends on the situation,If they do not listen to me after I have nagged a lot,I'll cane.and he said,we're not allowed to do so actually,to prevent the parents to "buat bising".

Then,he asked me some general knowledge,asked me whether I read the newspaper,and if I can't do so, it'll be quite ugly when you can't answer student's question.AND I CAN'T EVEN ANSWER WHO'S THE MINISTER OF EDUCATION.I SUDDENLY WENT BLANK AT THAT TIME.-.-so I was like,Hishamudin?he said nope.then I remembered,Muhiyuddin.and he asked what's his another job in the cabinet.I thought he's asking for the ministry. I THINK SO MUCH.answered him Kementerian Dalam Negeri.-.-.

So I was asked to wait for the call which school to be sent to.

most probably will be Pandamaran (A).

p/s:If you want to be a temporary teacher,please go find out in the early of december (as early as possible lo) as it's the time where the PPD is finding teacher,interviewing them and trainning them as well.

back from Singapore

2009-12-29T13:56:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

I'M BACK

with lots of stuff.

WAHAHAHAHA.

and I'm lazy to write out the details.

argh.kaki gatal

2009-12-18T21:13:00.003+08:00

I feel like going to Sungei Wang again.

after I saw those really nice dress in a online clothes store.(some pictures are removed.i don't know why,it doesn't appear on my blog after some days)

For safety purpose,I do not dare to order them online as I'm afraid that the clothes are not exactly the same as they post and I'm not sure they're nice on my body.I don't have the height.

Not only that,I'm afraid that it's a cheating website.Actually it's more convenient for me to order online now,since we pay by transferring the money to the seller's account without the usage of credit card,which means can buy without my mother notice it.I'm not saying that I can't buy my own stuff.It's like buying stuff online is not so convincing for me because every money I have now is limited.I'm not earning my own money yet.If not,I don't mind losing the money as the dress is not really expensive.A dress around RM 35 is probably not a big problem if the're cash flowing in consistently.SO I WANNA MAKE SURE EVERYTHING I BOUGHT IS REALLY WHAT I WANT AND SUIT ME.so....to find those clothes,you can't go to those high class shopping mall like midvalley and 1 utama.you must go SUNGEI WANG!!YEAH.I'm not really mind about the brand as long as the clothes doesn't look cheap and low quality.

Since Iona is finding for her dream shoe or I should call it her dream boots,IONA,KIA.Kita pergi Sungei Wang lagi.just Sungei Wang and Time Square.

Ar....I know,If you guys really come across that kind of clothes in anywhere,I don't mind you buy it for my bday since most of them are free size with elastic band behind. :P

My birthday is around 1 month time.*hint*

boredom starts.

2009-12-17T14:12:00.002+08:00

I wanna go shopping,

I don't mind window shop.

BUT,

NO CAR.

and I don't feel like staying at home helping my mom to clean the house for CNY.

I just wanna go out.OUT.

YES.STPM ENDS.AND SHOPPING

2009-12-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

YEAH YEAH YEAH.

I finished my last year of school

and last day of wearing school uniform.

To kinda celebrate it,

me,fei fei and amin went to Bkt Bintang area to shop.

I spent around RM 300+ (include train fare and food)

I bought:

1.3 nail polish and nail polish remover in elianto. now they're having Rm1 nail polish.certain period one colour.now is bronze.

2.pimple corrector and concealer from Yves Rocher.

3.transparent bra stripe and black panty hose from random shop.

4.1 pair of wedges.

5.1 pair of ballet flat

6.KBS BB cream.THEY ARE HAVING 50% OFF for two type of BB cream leh.

7.refresher.

8.Hado labo whitenning toner which is selling hot in japan.

didn't get to buy clothes and accesorries as i don't see any REALLY PRETTY AND CHEAP one.I'll leave that to my Singapore trip.

going off to terengganu tomorrow.

my so long post

2009-12-03T12:10:00.002+08:00

STPM going to end in next week.

and I left three more papers to go.

left 3 PAPER 1 where I might tembak if I don't really know how to answer.

so i'm quite free and in half-holiday mood already.

just need to do some exercise and read those country act.

I did badly for my chemistry paper in STPM.I'm putting my hope on paper 1.hoping that it'll really help me by getting at least a B.I don't know why,this year chemistry paper is tough compared to previous years.They give us more inorganic question where we seldom focus on.There's one question that I even can't find in my textbook.other paper is not really bad at all.only CHEM.

currently,I'm planning things to do after exam.

to remind myself,(don't know why,memory not so good these days)

I jot them here.

1.finish up my crochet which I started during that SPM holidays.-.- and left unfinished until now.

2.shopping spree with fei fei and amin to Sg Wang right after my last paper.(10/12/2009)

-buy facial inducer,to bring in those essence I apply to face more effeciently.

-formal clothes for working.I supposed to buy them in padini or AEON as today and tomorrow is J card day!but,not really in the mood to shop.as long as the exam is not officially ended.my mom 'll not allow me loiter around like I have finished my exam.-.-.as I already loiter for two days ,one day for steamboat buffet,one day for the movie 2012.I cried in that movie,too into that movie liao.anyway,it's worth to watch in cinema.so don't buy pirated DVD for 2012 and watch at home.Your home theater system might not bring out that effect.unless you're filthy rich to own a mini cinema in your house.

-wedges!! as mine already spoilt three months ago.T.T.wedges are essential to ppl who're short and don't like thin heels aka me.

-shoe shoe shoe.cleaned the shoe cabinet last week and throw a lot of spoilt shoe.FYI: I'm choosey in buying shoe.

-accessories.necklace,earrings,hair ornaments,bangle.will buy them if they're nice.

p/s:not really into buying clothes.lazy to try those clothes.depends la+I don't have a stable income now.need to find a job

-look for Spanx undergarment.the review online is not that bad and not really expensive.

3. trip to Awana Kijal in Terengganu with my family (11/12/2009-13/12/2009)

4. going to curl my hair.I'll ask my cousin to curl temporalily wan 1st to see whether it's suitable for me.then only go for the permenant one.I want big loose curl.

5. find a job.Teacher or Clerk.must be off on weekends.(ask my parents la.I don't mind working during weekends.but my parents.....T.T) and there's so many vacancies in AEON.If I work in AEON,that means,I can't really off during weekends.

6. continue my grade 8 piano.

- I think I'll retake on 2011.need some time to get back the touch on the keys even though I have been practising once in a while.

7. clean my room and "renovate" my room if possible.

- my room is fulled with books and papers now.need to pack them and send for recycling.I 'll not burn them.This'll not bring me any money either.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

8. trip to Singapore with chiam chiam and that kangkung.(23/12/2009-28/12/2009)

- backpacker tour as we need to depend on our own.no choice,some conflicts happened, we got fed up and decided to travel on our own.

-going to buy that legendary makeup remover by Dove.saw many good feedback but M'sia don't have lo.After I search online,I found out it's selling in Carrefour Singapore.That makeup remover is selling hot in Japan and probably Taiwan.WHY?! our country beauty industry always slower than others one.haih.probably they need to check on the ingredient whether it's halal.I got so excited when I found out that it's selling in Singapore.before this,I wanted to give up and buy Shu Uemura makeup remover already though it's expensive.BUT NOW,yes,cheap and nice makeup remover in Singapore.

-looking for perfume.free duty perfume.My CK euphoria blossom is finishing.thinking of buying J'adore by Dior.need to check on the price 1st.

-branded clothes.My cousin went there during their year end sales,and she said,the branded clothes are really cheap.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.getting crazier liao la.

9. trip to Bangkok during CNY (15/2/2010-20/2/2010)

-with family.

10. trip to Beijing around April.After my dad's AEON project finished.

-we're still planning on this.

11. learn driving again. I'm not P licence anymore.BUT I DIDN'T EVEN DRIVE SINCE I GOT MY LICENCE.again,my mom said,she's afraid that I got so stressed and get into accident.eh,your daughter only stressed because of you only lo.exam for me is not really stressed.If you really did your part,what for being stressed?-.-

12.I really need money la.

13.open a bank account.probably maybank.

14.GO TO GM KLANG near AEON.It's a wholesale mall where you can find all those DIY stuff.WAH LAO EH,HOW CAN I RESIST THIS? (that's why i should work in AEON.haih)

15.I REALLY NEED MONEY.I WANNA GO DISNEYLAND.just read xiaxue's blog and they went to HK disneyland and that place is so pretty la.My 21st birthday wish,to go HK disneyland and Macau casino.WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.and not with my family anymore.(I know this's hard)

16. to earn that money,I have to work during uni lo.that's why I must finish my piano fast,so that I can start teaching ppl part time.but,if i'm so poor in playing piano,how to teach ar?fine fine,I can teach tuition classes as well.-.-.now I know,when you're getting older,the urge for money is getting bigger.you're not satisfied by giving you only a toy like your infant period.Or not,I should improvise my makeup skill and be part time makeup artist.remember Ariff?He can even earn RM100+ just for one make up slot and he's not really pro as those makeup artist in studio.I'm not saying that he's not good la.just that he's just an amateur but also can earn money.then why not I try this as well?If you do not know who's Ariff,he's one of my junior in choir.even younger than me,and owns more makeup product than me,not really cheap makeup product somemore.They're almost all Bobbi Brown and MAC.

12.oh ya, I'm planning to do biochemistry instead of nutrition.because my mom said,(YES AGAIN) biochem is a wider field and I can choose to pursue nutrition for my master.and it's a better option.

well,I'm thinking too much.Who doesn't have dream?Dream keep us young and alive.Dream keep us motivated.Dream keep us diligently working to get what we want.but dream doesn't come true if you just sitting there and dreaming.

actually hor, if I go for holiday so often,how am I supposed to work har?

My mom said, let them deduct the salary only.but I'm afraid that they just fired me instead of deducting my salary.-.-.All my dilemma starts here.

haberdashery-corsage-crochet

2009-10-05T19:52:00.003+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE EXAM IS OVER

as my mind is filled with ideas for DIY stuff.

and there's a haberdashery just few steps within Delta in Klang.

and i tend to shop there every monday.

and....

tangan gatal again.

bought those really cute stuff.

I shall let the pictures to do their job

these are what i have bought.I can even pimp my gadget.

STPM timetable.

2009-08-25T22:21:00.002+08:00

saat ini sudah lama dinantikan.

akhirnya,jadual ni pun dah "diupload" kat MPM punya website.

dan saya sudah samerais-kan (summarise) jadual waktu saya iaitu bagi biologi kelas.

19/11/2009 Biology 2

23/11/2009 PA2

24/11/2009 Chemistry 2

25/11/2009 Math T 1

30/11/2009 Physics 2 (for physics class)

1/12/2009 Math T 2

7/12/2009 Biology 1

9/12/2009 Physics 1

PA 1

10/12/2009 Chemistry 1

how come this year ends so late wan?i remember they usually end around the 1st week of december.and the gap.It's so big for paper 1 (less memorising work is needed) and consecutive days for paper 2 (need to memorise more and write more.)

and from the timetable,you can find out that i have almost 1 week break between my math 2 and biology 1.why can't they put the one week break between two paper 2?

fine.should stop grumbling and start working.

around 4 months later,I'M FREE.YES.call me out after 10 of december lah~

i should enter into study-hibernating mode by now.

bye.if you miss me,pls go to my before-going-to-NS post.>.<

transformer...........of my teeth.

2009-07-28T21:37:00.013+08:00

Finally,I don't have to wear braces.wee~

now ,we should see how my teeth transform.

the typical dracula teeth.some said they're cute.NO.I DON'T THINK SO.

after extracting 4 teeth,and waiting for the braces. just put on the braces,felt really irritated and lose weight becuase I can't eat with the tooth pain.(5/9/2007)

After two months...my teeth moved really fast.hohohoho.

After SPM,during the doing-nothing-month b4 NS.

After NS,went out for gathering.see sudah cantik.HOHOHOHOHO

End of last year,supposed to be taken out that time,but the dentist asked to put slightly longer.

two weeks before it's taken out.(28/5/2009)

one week before my braces are taken out.YEAH!
and now...........................................TADAH

see...see...see...very de happy lo.hahahahaha

Duration of putting braces:5/9/2007~9/6/2009 (ngam ngam 1 year 9 months)

20 updates?

2009-07-25T17:16:00.003+08:00

so...
and yes..
1st,
I got band 4 for my MUET,not going to retake as i'm in the middle band 4,no point wasting money and time for it.
2nd,
I did not get my expected result in midterm,I didn't even get an A.The highest grade I achieved is A-.aiks.gonna really work hard for trial.
3rd,
I did not really work hard lo.I was busy playing barn buddy,happy farm and sorority life instead of doing my homework and revision.How am I going to sit for the exam leh?I told my mom about that,she said that she'll took out the cable to connect the monitor and CPU.but she always forget to do so.AND......I PLAYED FOR THE WHOLE AFTERNOON.and night sometimes.
4th,
Can I deactivate my facebook?or i just ask someone to curi curi change my password so that i can't log in and when STPM is over,I 'll ask for the new password.
5th,
When can I stay over in my friends' house har?
6th,
when can I travel with my friends har?
7th,
overspend this month.I have no idea where my money gone.AR.i know,I went to kimgary with fei fei,then went to sakae with chiam chiam,then went to fruity for lunch.and I'm getting big tummy and tighs(but other parts doesn't change much.why can't they accumulate on my chest instead of other place?I am like a 3-month pregnant woman now.)
8th,
yeah,no kollokeum for upper six (i think the spelling is correct.kollokeum is a new system for form 6/pre u where the class is extended to 4pm) pity the junior.anyway, some of my juniors called me jie jie.OMG,I used to be called mei mei wan leh.NOW,i'm upgraded to jie jie d.and we're the eldest student in the school.and yes this's the only bad things in form 6 where every juniors are so young and immature and expected the seniors 'll settle everything for them.HAIH.LAO LIAO LAH~going to be 20 next year but I didn't really do much.SO ENJOY KAO KAO WITH ALL MY CLASSMATE THIS YEAR.(ignore me,getting crazier when getting older)
9th,
have you ever tried jumping on the sofa in Green box?IT'S FUN~
10th,
I have mathematics,chemistry,biology, PA homework to be finished.(every subjects -.-)
lesson to be learnt:never ever procrastinate.
11th,
I have to organise a trip to charity house for renjer,I need to organise a farewell for PBC.
12th,
I need money
13th,
I need to type a resume for job as a teacher in any school.My mom said, better send in now wor.
14th,
I need to go to Klang Magistrate on 2nd of September.anyone wanna go to support me?I might emotionally break down.eh,1st time in court leh.
15th,
If let say,we lose,my parents have to pay 16k.then i have to think of a really nice plan to earn money to pay back my parents so that i'll not feel guilty.
16th,
we watch porn in biology lab............................................................................we watch the earthworm making out.HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO.that's why biology is fun.unlike physics,equation,equation still equation.(chiam chiam said,biology is for brainless ppl.-.-)
17th,
went to pantai to visit chiam chiam.he was neither sick nor suspected to have H1N1.just for medical check up.but it took 5 days for that check up.pity him,no tv,no internet,no queen size bed.Then hor,I curi curi seludup to hospital on monday (yes,i ponteng.) and doing math homework in hospital.geng leh.
18th,
getting lazier and tired easily.dah lah feeling tired easily,tapi masih main komputer instead of habis kerja rumah.
19th,
saya mau masuk NUS.sebab:1.mak kata,jika kamu nak masuk USM,lebih baik masuk NUS kerana dua dua pun jauh,lebih baik pilih yang bagus. 2.chiam chiam nak masuk sana juga. 3. singapura kan luar negara aka oversea?hohohohoho.tiba-tiba ada mood malay pulak.
20th,
Lastly,I 'll try to control myself and may leave this blog unupdated until I finished my exam.

tag

2009-06-20T17:11:00.003+08:00

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player must answer the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the game the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 17:31
Name: Yin Xian
Sisters: no
Brothers: nil
Shoe Size: 5,6
Height: 153 cm.ngam ngam 5 feet.WAHAHAHAHAHA.(well,not a really big thing to proud of.hmmp.)
Where do you live: the town with the most crow.and i hate them.
Favorite drinks: erm.teh halia,teh o ais limau,vanilla milk shake,sprite,bandung from penang only,justea white grape flavour with aloe vera cube etc etc etc.
Favorite breakfast:breakfast buffet.wahahahahahahahaha.

Have you ever
been on a plane? : Yes
Fallen asleep in school? : when i was sick
Broken someone's heart : yes
Fell of your chair: yes.
Sat by the phone and waiting for someone to call: yes
What is your room like: Pink.i want it to be lime green with dark green.
What's right beside you? : my handphone
What is the last thing you ate: pisang goreng
Ever had Chicken Pox: Yes when i was form 2
Sore throat: sure.tell me who never had it before.-.-.lame question
Stitches: yes on my chin
Broken nose: no.and i don't want it to happen also.

Do you
Believe in love at first sight: half half lah~
Like picnics: yes yes yes.provided that there's no mosquito around.(i have no idea why the mosquito love me so much)

Who was, were the last person;
you danced with : yi ting i think?in this morning.
Last made you smile : chiam chiam <3.because he helped me to buy McD and gave me in school this morning.
You last yelled at : the junior to sit down so that i can watch the performance

Today did you
Talk to someone you like : yes
Kissed anyone : yes
Get sick : going to
Talk to an ex : no
Miss someone : yes.right after i said goodbye to him
Eat : YA.OR NOT I 'LL BE REALLY MANG ZANG AND START TO SCOLD PPL.

Best feeling in the world : the moment when i'm with chiam chiam.
Do you sleep with stuffed animal: no
What's under your bed: old books and notes
Who do you really hate: that stupid legal ppl.(those who know me really well 'll know who's that)
What time is it now: 17:45

5 things i were doing 10 years ago
1.refused to eat and do not appreciate good food.hahaha
2.being a lam ah zhang with the really ugly bob and spec and crooked teeth,but still i'm so vain to dress up myself with those bling bling accessories
3.be my aunt's flower girl.
4.talking non stop with my table mate in school until i got complaint by the teachers.
5.bullying mei wei.hahahahahaha.i know i was very evil last time.

5 things on my to-do list today.
1.finished my homework
2.do mask
3.clean my room
4.prepare something
5.think of the stuff i have forgotten to do.

5 snacks I enjoy
1.cloud 9
2.crispy
3.skittles
4.mentos
5.cadbury black beauty chocolate.i wonder whether it's still in the market.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1.spend quarter of the money on what i want.food,bags,car,clothes,accessories,treatment,perfume etc
2.donate quarter of the money
3.invest quarter of the money so that i might get another billion
4.save quarter of the money
5.and the circle 'll start again like ornithine cycle.(see,i hv biological term.-.-)

5 of my bad habits
1.slow.i do things slowly.i eat slowly.
2.procrastinate
3.lembik sometime
4.too easy to believe
5.a bit loose.hahaha

5 places I have lived in
1.johor for few weeks during the holiday
2.penang for few weeks during the holiday
3.klang
4.port klang
5.3 months in sepang for NS.

5 people I'm tagging are
1.the person who wanna do this tag
2.the person who read this and tangan a bit gatal wanna do the tag
3.the person who wish to know me.(i'm out of idea.hahaha)
4.the person who never do a tag before.
5.the person who are new in blogging and need some post to fill up your blog.hahahahahaha

tag

2009-05-27T21:16:00.003+08:00

遊戲規則：

1、被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯，刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後加上自己的問題，傳給其他人，列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。

2 、這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的，並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。 3 、不能回傳，否則犯規！

4 、被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。

被点者：阿敏（我觉得只有她会回答吧!)

♥. PART ONE

Q 01、你的大名？
颖娴

Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？
笑得出，吃得下，睡得着。

Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？
有男友时，爱情比较重要。没有男友时，友情比较重要，（因为我只剩那个选择）哎呀，我就是那么重色轻友的啦！

Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？
相信。

Q06、你現在過得快樂麼？
不错，如果考完试了，我会更快乐。

Q07、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？
视对方是谁而定，通常我都会坦白告诉全部人，以免别人乘机加盐加醋。

Q08、喜歡小Baby嗎？
喜欢

Q09、覺得友情是永遠的麼？
酒逢知己千杯少，话不投机半句多。如果真的是很好的朋友，友情是永远的

Q10、希望自己多大結婚？
25-28。如果28岁后嫁，就不生baby了。不想做高龄产妇

Q11、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？
试情况而定。

Q12、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？
因人而异

Q13、最想去哪裡旅遊？
随便。只要跟喜欢的人旅游，哪里都无所谓

Q14、一輩子都不會忘記的事？
嗯，和他去抓蚱蜢。结果，抓不到，被逼买蟋蟀。

Q15、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回他/她？
嗯，我只挽留两次，（可能他只是撒撒娇）如果两次都挽留不了，就会放弃。何必为一个心里没有你的人而伤心呢？

Q16、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？
神

Q17、你會愛一輩子麼？
会，爱让我有生存下去的勇气。为了疼我，爱我的人，我会好好生活

Q18、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？
我喜欢的人。虽然可能得不到回报，可是我还是心甘情愿，因为至少我没有欺骗喜欢我而我不喜欢的人的感情。

Q19、你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？
不会特别干涉他的自由，也不会侵犯他的隐私。尽量满足他的需求，如果不是很过分的需求。

Q20、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？
看着他，抚摸他的头发。

Q21、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？
那个死猪律师。

Q22、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？
there's no regrets in life only lessons.

Q23、現在最迷什麼？
睡觉吧！我希望我会迷读书呗

Q24、你是好孩子嗎？
不是。虽然我没吸毒，泡吧，吸烟，喝酒，可是我觉得我不是一个好孩子。

Q25、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？
面包，没有面包，何来爱情？

Q26、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？
给自己一天的疗伤期，一个礼拜的适应期，然后继续投入日常生活。失恋不是大过天，日子还是要过的

Q27、如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？
管他。只要他不是出轨，我都ok。还不是我老公啦，管得着吗？

PART TWO
01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的？
善美

02、你們認識多久呢？
一年

03、ＴA對你來說重要嗎？
嗯，还好。

04、你與TA的關係是？
同班同学

. 05、請問TA的興趣是？
看戏？

06、你覺得TA的個性如何？
随和

07、TA在你心目中是幾分？
70%

08、睡覺前第一件事？
写日记

09、你的偶像？
王菲

10、你喜歡的季節？
秋天，不热不冷，刚刚好。而且还有树叶飘过，超浪漫

11、你打工麼？
没有。老豆不给

12、打工次數？
0

13、你想去的國家？
随便。问了又问，无聊！

14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？
都还好啦，人家的个性是人家的特色。

15、你會抽煙麼？
不会，我超讨厌烟。浪费金钱，糟蹋健康。

16、你會喝酒麼？
一点点。

17、你常哭麼？
还好，会为了小事哭，有时却哭不出

18、你常笑麼？
常常。而且还是非常38的笑

19、你喜歡去哪玩？
都可以

20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？
一定尽量拉男友去

21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？
9 点

22、今天的天氣是？
热，热，热

23、朋友和情人你會選？
很难的选择。（可是我重色轻友，所以我选情人啦）

24、機會和命運你會選擇？
机会，把握机会，改变命运

25、你很自戀麼？
非常

26、這問卷多不多？
多到不能再多

27、要怎樣才能讓自己好過一點？
吃得好，睡得饱，看得开

28、生日想得到什麼禮物？
现金。我就是酱现实的啦

29、喜歡吃冰麼？
还好，可是不能常吃。女人最痛

30、現在幸福嗎？
幸福

31、最在乎的哪幾個朋友？
不告诉你。

32、房間裡最重要的東西是什麼？
床

33、最常夢到什麼？
喜欢的东西坏掉

34、精神出軌要不要原諒他？
原谅他，可是不会再和他在一起

35、你認為人生的意義是什麼？
活得精彩，没有留下遗憾。

36、聽什麼歌一定會流淚？
My heart ，他不爱我-莫文尉，美人鱼-徐若萱

37、如果沒有朋友你會怎麼做？
做自己的事咯

38、如果我不見了你會怎樣？
你是谁？

39、地上有一張100和50的鈔票？
看看有没有人注意，然后两张都拿

40、現在時間？
11。52 pm

41、目前最喜歡聽的一首歌？
我不怕-叮当 feat mcdog

42、目前最想說的一句話？
x 的，没完没了的无聊tag

43、目前的煩惱是什麼？
STPM ，他

44、今天下午吃什麼？
猪扒

45、賤的程度分幾級？
什么意思?

46、做壞事了怎麼辦？
想办法补救

47、什麼時候才會有工作？
考完试

48、什麼時候才會打到驚魂書？
什么来的？吓人的？

49、客戶呀你在哪裡？
谁？

50、開心的笑是不是很難？
不会，非常容易

51、我們一起開心的走下去，好不好？
x 的，你是谁？做么要跟你走

52、有沒有崩潰的感覺.？
被这个tag 弄到有点崩溃

53、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？
你爱的人在你身边，可是他的心却装着另一个人

♥. PART THREE
54、我的BGM好听么？
什么东东？

55、你的皮包里有什么？说说吧
卡，钱

56、你生命中最重要的人是？一个而已啊
詹永昇。目前为止

57、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？
只要是食物

58、想过未来想做什么吗？
营养师

59、如果你还剩下一天的生命，你会怎么过？
在他怀里度过。

60、喜不喜欢流浪的感觉？
向往可是不渴望

61、比较喜欢爸爸，还是妈妈？
妈妈。

62、你害怕些什么动物?
蜘蛛

63、你相信这世界有神吗?
相信

heavy subjects are over

2009-05-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

YEAH.FREE FREE FREE
erm.actually not that free,but anyway those heavy papers are over.
AND YEAH, ORIENTATION IS ON.
Before this,it's almost to be banned as the PK HEM said that it'a a waste of time.
but after some negotiation,
finally we get to do it.
AND I GET TO TALK.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

erm.today is a happy day.
filled with satisfaction and really thanks Lord for the day.

Phrase of the day:When God close a door for you,he'll definitely open another door for you.(erm,is it the correct phrase?I remember it sounds like this)

exam month

2009-05-09T11:31:00.003+08:00

finally,
i have to face the truth that MID TERM EXAM IS AROUND THE CORNER.
so i'll blog more after the exam.
maybe i might not blog since i'll be more busy after mid term.
oh ya,
they said there're two hot guys coming to our school for upper six.They look like korean.(i hope it's not those mata sepet korean.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
and they'll be in chiam chiam's class which is the physics class
and
my friend said,if there's anything that I have to see chiam chiam,they don't mind following me to his class.
GOSH.i think the frequency of ppl passing by his class 'll increase tremendously after the arrival of the two new hot guys.
and the girls in upper six especially my class and the another bio class were so excited discussing about the two hot guys.
hahahaha,finally they hv the motivation to come to school.
anyway,I felt sorry for them as they come to our school when we're going to have our midterm exam.
hohohoho,that means they hv to take the exam as well lo.
(i'm that evil.)

Phrase of the day:btw,i still think my chiam chiam is hotter.even hotter than the sun these days.(he also looks like korean wat.)

my speech on orientation

2009-04-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

ahem.
since I can't wait for the orientation,
I must well put my speech here to stop my keinginan to crap.

dear my fellow juniors,

HALLO PEOPLE.(yes it's hallo.to attract their attention ma)
I WANT TO TALK NOW.
ppl over there,can you please give me your attention?
leng lui talking here.(must smile a bit to show my teeth without braces.btw,my braces going to be removed on 9th of june which is b4 orientation.WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
ok.thanks for the cooperation.
1st of all,
I'm a chinese.YES,I'm a chinese,I'm not an indian,not a malay,and not even a caucasian.I'm a pure chinese who speak fluent mandarin and write boombastic chinese characters.
Why I have to reaffirm that i'm a chinese?
Thanks to a guy,he thought i'm a caucasian when he enter this school.
then he saw my driving licence, and yelled at it as my photo in my license looks like Altanduya.
eh~still i want to say,i'm a chinese.

next,my name is yin xian.YIN~ XIAN~ not insane.if you ever pronounce my name wrongly,i would not pass you for my game.if you find that my name is really hard to pronounce,you can call me leng lui.I really don't mind as my skin is really thick enough to make 10 bowls of mee hun kueh.
anyway,i should stop the crap and enter to the main topic,the orientation.
as you guys know,i'm chosen as the orientation queen last year and i was given a pacifier.I think this year they might give you pampers.
anyway,the present is not important.
the important things is enjoy as fully as you can in order to get this honor.
don't be shy,just show your true colour.
shout as much as you can.
play as hard as you can.
and leave these three days as your sweetest memory in your life.

and welcome to form 6 ,welcome to STAR.
and ya,I'll be in charge of the station game tomorrow,
do remember my name.It might be the password for the game.
lastly,
I still want to say,HAVE FUN PEOPLE.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.FUNNY LEH~
i know,thank you thank you thank you.

Phrase of the day:I hope there's no juniors reading this before I give the speech

busy month

2009-04-27T17:28:00.002+08:00

April is going to end.
and conclusion of the month is busy+busy+busy
and it's the month which I'm not really happy.
my saturdays of the month is occupied.
4th of April,I went for choir practice.
11th of April,I went to Gua Tempurung.
18th of April,I went to Pandu Puteri Carnival.bought a moschino bag and ninewest dinner bag for RM 10 each.HOHOHOHOHO.They're not paste.They're just bags donated by the president of pandu puteri Selangor,Tengku Irena,think so she's the sultan's sis.Royalty won't buy paste wan right?and I bought her necklace and earring for only RM 5.VERY SYOK LOH~
25th of April,I had my MUET.
did seriously bad,
I have no idea for my writing paper,just crap as much as I can and I don't know whether my point is acceptable or not.
for the listening test,VERY STUPID LAH.I CAN HARDLY HEAR THE RADIO. MY PARENTS PAY SO MUCH FOR INCOME TAX AND I PAID FOR THE EXAM,and yet they use those lousy radio.soft and yet not clear.the worst thing is my class had to wait for almost half an hour to do the test as the radio had a problem.ish~summore there's PA system for the ground floor of form 6 block,they can sambung the wire,then three classes 'll get to listen it at the same time.(FYI:the MUET exam fee is RM 60.I know it's still cheap compared to my piano practical,but hey,using that RM 60 I can buy a pair of shoe or even one pax for buffet)

and today,27th of april,I had my chinese language week opening ceremony.
then tomorrow,choir practice + chinese chess competition.I'm not playing anyway.I'm the supervisor.
wednesday,I had dentist appointment
thursday,choir practice+bio extra class+chinese chess competition.
friday.it's already 1st of may.
I WANT TO GO NEWAY KTV.
I haven't been singing in KTV since last october.

I WANT TO MAKAN AT BBQ PLAZA.
didn't eat since last september?

but I have to study wor.
fine.I save them for next year
In order to get my 4 flag.

can't wait until the lower six orientation.
wahahahaha,I even start thinking what speech should I give.

why why why?

2009-04-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

erm,9 more hours,
then i'll be sitting for MUET.
but I'm still sitting in front of my pc,typing this post.
well,consider it as the final practice.
Personally,I don't think that I have to be panic for the MUET exam tomorrow.

When I'm panic,the flow of idea 'll be stucked,just like the blood clot in the brain capillary and eventually you'll get stroke.However,I seriously don't wish that would happen to me.At the same token,I shall be calm and sleep early so that I 'll not yawn while i'm answering the paper.

God bless me that I'll have some bombastic vocab to vommit out for the writing paper,laser eyes to read as fast as I can in the reading comprehension paper,superb understanding so that I'm able to get the meaning of some strange words which I don't come across in real life situation ,luck to shoot the answer,and clean ears to listen to the context in the listening paper.I think I'll dig my ears (sure,using the cotton buds) before the listening test.I'll drink essence of chicken so that I'll be energised just like Popeye and his spinach.(YES,I watch popeye,I even watch powerpuff girl.)

I hope that I'm resilient enough to overcome all the works.I have tonnes of mathematics,chemistry,biology homeworks to be finished.not to forget,next week,chinese language society is having chinese language week.I'm the emcee and I haven't prepared the speech.I have to redo the pamphlet because of my rusty skills in microsoft words.I have to do mask,scrub my body and apply lotion so that i'll be in the tip top condition for the choir competition.I have to practise conducting as I think my movement is not smooth enough.AND THE MAIN THING IS I COULDN'T CONCENTRATE THESE DAYS.My spirit seems like leaving my body."My spirit is over the ocean,my spirit is over the sea,my spirit is over the Klang river,oh bring back my spirit to me.Bring back,oh bring back,oh bring back my spirit to me to me.Bring back oh bring back and you'll be given money."(I'll give 1 cent only.erm.no.I increase it to 5 cent since there's no 1 cent coins anymore)
and I crap a lot these days.
Is it a good thing or bad thing?

If I use this method on my writing paper tomorrow,I think I might make the markers faint.

double f.for fun.

2009-04-04T17:04:00.001+08:00

Today,(which is saturday.I postponed my post)
ermm,I'm very happy.
because chiam chiam bought me mcdonald when I was in school.
a mcdonald breakfast from andalas.awww...
then got two free banana pie somemore.
THE END.
(sorry,i'm insane due to the test.)

bad day

2009-03-31T17:58:00.002+08:00

死了都要爱
不淋漓尽致不痛快
感情多深只有这样才足够表白
死了都要爱
不哭到微笑不痛快
宇宙毁灭
心还在
把每天当成是末日来相爱
一分一秒都美到泪水掉下来
不理会别人是看好或看坏
只要你勇敢跟我来
爱不用刻意安排
凭感觉去亲吻相拥就会很愉快
享受现在
别一开怀就怕受伤害
许多奇迹我们相信才会存在

heard this song in a tv show,attracted by the lyrics instead of the melody.
This song reminds me lots of things and brings me into deep thinking state,
especially the last line.
miracles only exist if we believe.
so if you want miracles from God,
you first have to believe His existance.
If you want miracles to be happened in your life,
you have to believe that you can create the miracles.

specially dedicate this song to chiam chiam.
hmm,I think you'll get what I mean gua.
since you're the one understand me the most.

today,
I was late for assembly,
wrote my name in the book,
broke two test tube,
ruin my salt specimen,
no food left in canteen,
went to la salle canteen and the teachers are there,
so I ate my lunch at 3.30pm.
almost gastric.
kinda bad luck today right?
but luckily chiam chiam fetched me back,
thought he won't able to make it
because i'm unlucky today.
and started to think that i might miss bus today also.
hah.at least i'm not that bad luck today.

talk about the test tubes,
1st,when I kacau the solution with glass rod,the salt like doesn't want to be dissolved.
so,I tok tok tok trying to make the salt smaller.
and....
the test tube pecah.
2nd,
I was washing the test tubes,
and the teacher was talking,so i turned my head to listen.
and I dropped the test tube.
Then when i was heating the salt specimen,
there's a spider on my lab coat near my breast,
and i tried to blow the stupid spider away.
The fire of the bunsen burner get off,
and my lime water is sucked back and ruin the salt specimen.
luckily the teacher allowed me to take another packet of salt to redo.
Actually, think again,it's still not a really bad day right.
at least my hand was not corroded by the concentrated sulphuric acid.

phrase of the day:study.study.study.

actually

2009-03-26T20:44:00.004+08:00

actually,I don't know why I'm here.
I'm supposed to do my mathematics exercise,biology notes and chemistry revision.
I'm supposed to memorise a biology essay per day,do notes for 1 small topic for chemistry,do 3 mathematics question for every chapters and think of the agenda for the PBC meeting tomorrow.
and read more english articles because my MUET exam is coming soon.I need to learn some "chim" english to make my essay more interesting.
but why am I here ?

-.-.fine,I can feel the guilt in me now.
k,I'll leave the pc alone and do my work.
(excessive work makes me talk to myself more often but I think it's a good way to memorise something.)
p.s:I WANT STPM OVER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE LAH.
p.p.s:I need chicken essence but I don't dare to drink it.
p.p.p.s:why almost everyone is posting about sundram's memorising cell?hmmm.shall talk bout this if I'm here again.let me explain some bio facts to you in hilarious way.I won't make you bored.don't worry.(because huey huey said that i hv the potential to become comedian.but amin said we both hv the potential.)
p.p.p.p.s:I think I don't wanna stop blogging because I LOVE TO TALK.I HV SO MANY THINGS TO TALK LA.I know,I'm chi chap.

Phrase of the day:no matter how hard the life is,I want it to be filled with laughters.

awww.

2009-03-22T09:59:00.006+08:00

haha

the happy xian is back.

after I typed the emo post yesterday,

I read the bible.

I don't read my bible according to the chapters.

I simply flip a page.

and i know,

God 'll show me the right page to show me the way.

and He did it on me again.

it's not a solution,

but still it makes me feel so warm and comforted.

here goes the phrase:
Come to me,all of you who are tired from carrying heavy loads,and i'll give you rest.Take my yoke and put it on you, and learn from me,because I am gentleand humble in spirit;and you 'll find rest.For the yoke I will give you is easy and the load I will put on you is light. Matthew 12:18

I know I'm such a bad people who only seek for God's help when I'm in trouble.
but,
still everytime He gave me some guidances.
He's such a sweetheart right?

anyway,
problem is not solved yet.
but i know He'll show me the right way.
I think this's the only support I have.
I don't feel like bothering others as everyone has their own problem.
don't wanna bother them further with my problem.

Phrase of the day:I try to control my tears and it chokes.So i cried sekali gus until I have no tears anymore.well,heart still aching.but I know,still academic performance is the first priority.You wanna cry?study your bio,chem,PA and do your math first.then you wanna cry until the whole klang flooded,I don't care.(recently talked alone more)

Am I too stressed?

2009-03-22T01:29:00.003+08:00

I have a bad holiday.
what I expected doesn't happen
and it's getting worse.
yeah,I did my homework.so?
I don't feel the satisfaction.
yeah,I did practised the piano.so?
at least it makes me feel slightly better.
yeah,I did some housework.so?
it doesn't make me feel exhausted so that i can relax my mind.
I really hope STPM 'll be over soon.
I can't take the pain,not that I can't study,i can.
just that I don't feel the something.
the something I don't know how to describe.
the only thing I know is,
I'm hiding my emotion.
and i'm gonna have depression one day.
and I might CS one day.
I did read the bible.
and
I cried.
why?
I did pray
and I cried again.
why?
If I know the reason,i'll save the energy to solve the problem instead.
anyway,
life has to go on,
it'll never stop because you're sad or what.
it'll never stop and pat your head
it'll never stop and let you settle down.
finally,i know it's the reality,
reality that seems so fake and yet so true.
grow up,yin xian.

phrase of the day:I'm really hurt by my parents and him.promise me,be strong,don't cry because of something.don't cry over small matter,and everything is small matter. to remind myself of this phrase. :)

i miss you.

2009-03-01T17:38:00.004+08:00

er.
i miss my blog badly.
As i was busy with sports day,merentas desa,then fell sick,then monthly test,then now,slightly free lah
but i have to start preparing for my mid term exam because I AIM FOR 3A.nope.I hope for the best,4A lah~(cheh,like very easy to get 4 A...whatever.)
Anyway,3A is the minimum requirement to get the sijil cemerlang from the school and for two years,no upper sixes got it.SO,i hope i can break the record by getting that sijil.Amen.
and so do chiam chiam,i hope he'll not playing with his sozai(his pet in PS) so often loh.
and to all my upper six mates,
DON'T ONLINE SO OFTEN LAH.STUDY.
you have to be responsible for your future.
now i know why form 6 train us to be more mature.
It's because of the workload.
I have to settle my homeworks which stack up like gunung kinabalu,then revise as the syllabus is so long like sungai renjang,then settle the co curricular activities by attending the meeting and prepare the activities,then SLEEP(no sleep=die=no me),then got this lah,that lah,
SO,conclusion,a upper six must able to plan well and organise the time.
SO~WE 'RE TRAINED TO BE A GROWN UP.
(don't depend so much on the teachers.They have their own stuff to busy with)
SO~
i gonna hibernate for few months.
if you miss me,
go to school and meet me lah~hahahahaha
since you have to take your SPM cert also wat!(for the ex schoolmate)
since you go to school also wat!(for the upper six mates)
and to cherylyn,good luck for your competition.(i'm shy to say it in front of you......didn't know that i'm shy)
i try to make it on that day har~
phrase of the day:today is so-so day because I so~ a lot.(i think i mix up the meaning of so-so)whatever~

happy birthday to me.

2009-02-05T19:37:00.002+08:00

1st.
chiam chiam gave a really big surprise to me in the stadium by showing up and fetch me back so that i don't have to go to Aeon in sweaty shirt.

2nd.
The formal raptai is on my bday.This's why i'm in stadium.

3rd.
celebrated my bday with some of my classmate in pizza hut Aeon.
ate chocolate fudge <3 from secret recipe.
and played in the playground or whatever la.i mean the one in the 2nd floor wan.
and realise i'm a really bad driver.

4th.
something sad.'ll not mention here.and no question har.

5th.
got a pink necklace from cherylyn and a paper with bday wish from su min.thanks a lot

6th.
got a lot of bday sms and comment.thanks a lot

kinda lazy to post today.i still hv to touch up on my sport house mascot.
so i'll explain the details if i remember la.hahahaha

(i don't know what to put here)

2009-02-03T18:38:00.004+08:00

On my belated bday celebration,
I want Haagen Daaz chocolate fondue.
I want Manhattan Fish Market.
I want to buy a really comfortable shoe from Hush Puppies/Scholl/Crocs/Clarks
I want Ebi Tempura
I want green tea ice cream
I want to buy a jewellery box
.....
I want you to teman me whole day.
the list 'll be getting longer when I miss you.
YES,I'm that bored without you,orange (I gave him a lot of nicknames)

Phrase of the day:Please off your fan /air cond when you're reading this.hahaha

when?

2009-02-01T21:49:00.002+08:00

When can I decide whether I can attend certain event without asking my parents?
(still finding excuse to calm me down)
When can I be independant financially?
When can I go out until any time I want?
When can I travel alone?
When can I drive?
When can I work?
When can I having a bf with my parents agree on it?
When can I decide whether to follow my parents?
When can I reveal my religion status?
When can I stay alone?
When can I?When can I?
well,I think it'll happen in mid june next year.
I 'll choose a university which is not really far and not really near to my house
so that I can decide my life?
hah.and by that time,i'll feel that staying with parents would be a better choice and start to regret why don't I choose a nearer university.
I'm that contradicting*fullstop*
and i chatted with my mom one day,
she said that I shall get a bf when I'm 25.(why 25?because I'm graduate by that time.)
GOD.why ar?
I have no idea.
I think maybe I'm the only child.So....my parents tend to control me?
whatever.not that I don't love my parents,just that I don't like to depend on them.

maybe I'm immature as every "immature teenagers"(well,I 'm going to be out of that category) always hope for staying alone because they want more freedom.
but I really feel like staying alone ma.......

*sigh*
whatever.I leave it to God.

Phrase of the day:If I'm staying alone,I want my room to be APPLE GREEN.and full with frogs stuff.I want a frog bed sheet,frog table,frog chair.WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.*dreaming*or maybe I should share room with chiam chiam.That time I'll paint my room in pearl white,with all those pirated Ikea furniture.HAHAHAHAHA (someone please wake me up)

p/s:I miss chiam chiam.really really really miss him.

erm.untitled

2009-01-20T16:24:00.003+08:00

well,the sports day is postponed to 7th of feb.
AND WHY THEY STILL HV TO PUT THE FULL RAPTAI ON MY BDAY?
i wanted to ponteng,go to a nice restaurant (such as TGIF or Tony Roma's) with my favourite dress and eat my favourite lamb chop.
maybe i 'll end up in sakae?
or kinsahi?
(i shall leave this job to chiam chiam.hahahahahahahahaha.he supposed to give me a surprise and he knows me well.right?don't alalalala.SGN)

anyway,any idea where to rent those traditional clothes like kimono or the mongolian costume or mexican costume?I want cheap,if can,i want to borrow for free :) (i know,there's no free lunch in the world)

GOD BLESS ME.please blow a paper/brochure with the clothes renting advertisement to me.but not right to my face,i need to watch the way while i walk.thank you.

(the article below is specially for someone.ahem.if you're cold,skip this part.hahahaha)
anyway,really happy that God send him to me.a him who can complete my sentence.a him who can understand my sampatity(ermm,sampat in noun form).a him who can be even more crazy than me.a him can cook and appreciate nice food(we both are kaki makan).a him who knows fashion trend.a him who have common interest and view with me.a him who can speak/type the same words as me at the same time.a him who is so humorous and let me laugh until pat toh tia (stomachache).a him whom our relatives know each other.a him who appreciate me.and a him who 'll not get lost easily unlike me.
thank you dear.
p/s:I love you ( I know,i'm such a copy cat as I had been watching p/s:I love you over and over again during the SPM holiday.)

i hope i'll not procrastinate my works anymore.Amen.

Phrase of the day:no procrastination.no no no.

my birthday wishlist

2009-01-10T22:29:00.003+08:00

1.laptop.(I'm still trying to think of a brilliant way to hint my dad)
2.earring or any jewellery.(no lala jewellery har.thank you)
3.perfume.
4.a meal
5.HUGE pencil case so that i can put my calculator.
6.bag
7.scarf
8.art stuff
9.books on D.I.Y stuff.
10.fashion magazine
11.ermm.anything 'll do
hmm.actually I don't really know what i want as I have almost everything.satisfied d.hahaha
and
the sports day is on my bday.
and
I'm the ketua rumah for rumah perdana.
I can't leave earlier to go sunway pyramid.
(as I'm going to celebrate with chiam chiam in TGIF or wat.wohoooooo)

new year?

2009-01-02T16:19:00.004+08:00

sigh.
my new year countdown is spent with my aunt.
They came to my house with some satay.
not really a countdown gathering.
just a normal gathering.
NOT AS NICE AS LAST YEAR WHERE I WENT TO KL TO COUNTDOWN.
but at least someone's call highlight the whole things.
luckily the line is not so jam.
whatever....
btw,someone promised me a countdown at KL.
I don't know when 'll it be.
and i don't know whether it's possible or not.(blame my parents.)
SIGH.

FINE FINE. shouldn't start a new year with sigh-ness.
anyway,
i'll start to control my desire to online.
due to the major exam i'm facing this year.
that means less blogging,less PS (ie:pet society.my solui damn cute >.<),less chatting,less proflie and blog viewing(i'm that kepo)
I hope i can control it.
nono,I must control it.
maybe i'll paint invisible paint on my pc so that i won't see them.(great imagination huh?)
and
not only to study,I have so many co-curiculum activities to carry on.
and
less talking on phone (which i like the most.no choice i'm very very talkative if i want to)
BLAH.
whatever la.
i wanna study*fullstop*
and study with chiam chiam would be fun right?
Scolding each other stupid might stimulate our memory.
God bless me,Amen.

phrase of the day:read Cherylyn's blog and read bout her fren who 'll not use handphone this year.hmm.i don't think there's an effect on me.as I rather online than SMS-ing.hahahaha.i think my mom should keep the modem la.like what my mom did during my PMR.She really keep it....for two days,and I found out where she keep.buahahahaha.

souvenirs!!

2008-12-28T22:00:00.008+08:00

these are the souvenirs i bought in taiwan for my classmates and friends.

SO PPL IN THE LIST,please choose,and drop your name and the thing you want(the letter) in the chat box.(didn't know that i'm so creative,think of this way to give souvenirs.)

and hor,very very very sorry if i left out anyone har.

the photo,

from left:A B C D

from left:D E F G

from left:H I J K

from left:L M N

these're earrings.

first row:from left:1 2

second row:from left:3 4 5 6

third row:from left:7 8 9

forth row:from left:10

hoho.last one:sky lantern.

people in the list:

1.6AS1 (2009) girls.(total 17 ppl)

2.Yi Ting

3.Aisha

4.Cherylyn

5.Iona

6.Khadijah

7.Annabel

8.Jamie

9.my cousins(mei hua,mei xuan,mei wei)

P/s: siapa cepat dia dapat.ok?

Phrase of the day:this method macam not sincere la.anyway,i don't really meet them wat.

few days more...

2008-12-28T14:08:00.002+08:00

hmm.just back from taiwan.
and realise that Malaysia is still the best so far,just that the government is not so good.
btw,bought 3 dress,1 cape, 6 shirts,1 jacket and 1 pair of boots in taiwan.
and they costs me around NT$3018 that is around RM 310.
wahahahaha.syok la.the cape is Giordano wan summore.i bought it at NT$ 499 (np:NT$ 1300) which is around RM 50 after discount.happy happy.
but one things is i didn't get to buy earring and necklace as the jewellery there (paste jewellery) is not as (cheap and pretty) as Malaysia's.(wah lao,my english,I hv no comment.sigh.was in taiwan for 7 days and hardly speak and write english)
hmm.
conclusion:taiwan is a nice place to shop.You can get cheap branded stuff (I mean they're cheaper than Malaysia's).wahahaha.and know what,the Gucci in 101 tower,having 50% off for their handbags.but too bad I hate Gucci monogram.still prefer LV monogram. :p

post in taiwan!

2008-12-23T07:49:00.002+08:00

hahaha.
hihi.
a very very very great greeting from taiwan.
currently i'm in kao shiung.
using the internet acess for FREE.
SEE TAIWAN HOTEL IS SLIGHTLY BETTER THAN MALAYSIA HOTEL.
WE CAN USE FOR FREEE.
but in Malaysia,
1 hour RM 15 in hotel.
-.-
and the speed super fast.
hahaha

p/s: I miss chiam chiam.

off to taiwan.

2008-12-20T07:45:00.003+08:00

dang dang dang dang~
this petite is going to taiwan in few hours time.
she'll be back on 26th dec 2008.and I'll reach home in the evening.
oh ya,before i forget,don't try to get me.because i'm not bringing my handphone.WAHAHAHAHAHA.
any urgent stuff,(i know urgent)
still hv to wait until I come back.
hmmm.no choice, or not we two hv to pay for the phone bill.It's not really cheap.

but but but,
though i'm going on vacation,
I don't feel really excited.
hmm.
maybe due to someone.(you know i mean who.don't alalalala.i kasi hentam baru tau)
or maybe my bio projects.(it's not done yet.SHIT.80% completed only.nono,maybe 70%)
maybe because of the monthly angpao that influence my mood.
whatever.....
i miss my chiam chiam.
i think he spoilt me by meeting me almost everyday.
and now.T.T
6 DAYS.i can't see him.
................................................
everything turn to silence.
i know i know i know.
i'll explain when i come back.k?

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