Friday, February 26, 2010

My biggest fall so far

well, as you guys know,STPM is out.
and I don't get what I expected or I should say I didn't get a good enough pointer to compete in taking nutrition course.
There's too many people taking biology for STPM.
there're some got excellent result (for eg:3.7 to 3.8)
there're some like me,not so bad but not good enough to apply hot course like pharmacy.
anyway,I hate pharmacy so I wouldn't take it.
I'm more to nutrition because I believe that diseases which is cured by natural way is better and prevention is better than cure.I want hollistic recovery instead of treating the part which is sick and ignore the cause of the sickness.I want to verify the nutrition value of certain food

And there're some ppl,
as I heard,wanted to take pharmacy and their pointer is around 3.8.
They're still afraid that they can't get it.
So,they go for nutrition and dietician because they scared end up ntg.
and this means,my competition 'll be higher.
please lah people,if you think you really don't have the interest in such course,don't just get it because you just want a degree in local u and make those ppl with lower pointer can't get what they want.

well,maybe I'm a bit aggressive on this.
because I was so lazy in my form 6 life.
when you guys are busy studying,I'm doing ntg but playing in FB.
and now,I'm regret for thinking that I'm smart enough to cope all the workload in form 6.
I overestimated myself

As what I read in a novel,
when you have gone through something unpredictable,
you'll undergo 4 stages
1st stage:cry as loud/much as you can.
2nd stage:aggressive,deny the happening and start blaming others
3rd stage:calm down and depressed
4th stage:accept the truth or commit suicide

currently in 3rd stage.
but don't worry,I won't die like that.
I'm not married yet.
and after an incident happened to a senior,I appreciate my life more.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010


1.I miss the days I can hangout with chiam chiam almost everyday.schooling together,lunch together,tuition together,dinner together sometime.then now,hardly can see him also.

2.I'm back from Bangkok with two long t shirts,2 leggings (1 black 1 lace) ,5 necklace,2 short pants,1 sleeveless shirt,1 black turtle neck shirt,3 shirt,2 pyjamas look alike shirt,1 big bag and 1 clutch at only RM126.super cheap,k?I got the long t shirt at RM 7 and a necklace at RM 3.
now I change my shopping paradise from Singapore to Bangkok.

3.I wanna be a fashion merchandiser where I can buy clothes from all over the world and sell them in M'sia.(when I'm retired or I'm really bored with my future job) I know,my ambition never stop changing one.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

4.sewing machine or curler?I need a sewing machine so that I can sew something to sell.I need a curler so that I can save money from going to hair salon for hair curling.should check out the price 1st.My hidden dream (to learn making clothes) appears again.since SPM,I wanted to learn making clothes,but don't know how to start.

5.Since CNY is finishing,I think I have to settle down for my LCCI examination and driving lesson.

6.AND WHY YOU GUYS TOLD ME THE DATE WHEN STPM RESULT IS OUT? I wanna know it on the day not the day before.I started to have weird dream like getting robbed and meeting strange person.Just let me be an ostrich.

7.I have tonnes of homework and laundry to do.I don't wanna put in my new clothes into washing machine anymore.(bad experience,for those active in FB and added me as friend.They know what's going on)

8.I need to write a personal statement for the NUS application.

9.I wanna watch gossip girl season 3

10.I should work on my blogshop.still thinking of a way to sell the stuff.-.-.and i'm kinda lazy to make them.I have inspiration but no motivation to make them.

11.I need to apply what I learnt in costing on the price of the stuff I wanna sell. be continue.I had lots of stuff to tell,but until here,I forgot what I wanna tell.>.<

13.oh,I remembered.Thanks for the birthday wishes and gift.Thanks Cher for the lotion,fei fei and Amin for the mascara set and the most important person,my dear chiam chiam for the contact lens cleaner which I wanted for so long.If I forget anyone,very sorry

Friday, February 19, 2010

post from Thailand


Finally get to use internet on the last second day.

Bangkok hotel I stayed in is much much better than the one I stayed in Pattaya.

Friday, February 5, 2010

new decade

I kinda preserved this post.
today is 12th of february.
I was busy anyway.
I'm offcially 20.I'm starting my second decade of my life
but why ar,until today,when I went out to mamak,they still call me adik.-.-
anyway,today is my birthday.(just pretend it's on my brithday la~)
I was surprised when my LCCI classmate bought me a cake from fruity and brought it in during the break over.I was busy talking to my cousin that time and suddenly blackout happened.I thought it's really a blackout.Then my lecturer brought in the cake and they sang song.anyway,Thanks to pei yin for arranging all that.At 1st I was wondering why is she acting quite weird and even borrowed money from my cousin but not me.
After the class,supposed to go to sabi wasabi with chiam chiam for lunch wan.
Unfortunately,miscommunication happens.
He thought I wanna had it for dinner.
and I didn't have my breakfast (actually ate a piece of cake la) so I was quite angry with him.(I'll be grumpy and easily irritated if i'm hungry or sleepy.)
Anyway,happy to see him and today is my birthday.I forgave him lo.So he faster went to bath and went to AEON jalan jalan 1st lo.
sabi wasabi was closed from 3pm to 6pm.We knew there when we reached and it's 5pm.
SO,We went to GM klang lo.
After eating,We went around bkt tinggi to search for places to hangover.
so we rushed to KP,just for the clearance sales.Didn't buy anything from the clearance sales as I was warned by my mom not to simply buy things anymore.
This's how my bday gone.
As I grow older,I don't want a grand party anymore.
I just want to stay with my beloved,had my favourite food and that's all.
oh ya,chiam chiam got me a contact lens cleaner which i wanted so much.
thanks dear.muacks.(I know you'll be reading it)