Monday, March 17, 2008

miss me?

If you really miss me badly,

but your phone doesn't have credit anymore/credit expired

or you're too lazy to write me a letter/give me a call (I don't mind.everyone is lazy sometime)

or you don't know what to tell me when you call

or you're too shy to call (to my admirerS,eh leh."MISSED" CALL ME.I'll know you miss the missed call meaning?)

or you think you just miss my face not my voice as my voice is very harsh.

or you still couldn't accept the fact that this petite already in NS.

READ THIS.I'll post up tonnes of that you won't miss me too badly.

actually I want you to remember my face in this condition.the fair skin with only a few pimples.

I decided not to meet up with my friends right after i came back from NS.kononnya nak jaga imej.

We'll go zoo negara after i did my facial treatment.ok?(to my gang)

we'll go makan after i did my facial too.ok?(to my "drivers")

but KC is excluded.hahaha.he doesn't mind one la.

a very flirty photo.(NO,I claimed it to be model-ish.)If i ever have adobe photoshop,I'll make my leg thinner and longer.wahaha.just let me be the model of the day.

just look at those smokey innocent eyes.I know my fringe very cacat and my nose don't know why,very cacat too.JUST LOOK AT THE EYES.I TOOK 20 MINUTES JUST TO MAKE UP THE EYES LAH.use your palm and close my nose and'll find it very nice.hahaha.Oh,look at the cheek and forehead,I used concealer to cover all my pimple scar.

acting cool?admire something?I miss pn.rohaidah.

ignore my "hiao"expression.just look at my long straight silky black hair.I miss them.wait la,after NS ,i use the allowance to straighten again.

the "cheng" face,in case you miss my anger.I scolded people and kicked people sometimes.Fais pas case you miss my random-ness/sesat-ness.

in case you miss me in spectacles and pinaform.

actually I was wearing earphone in this photo.I tried to hide them with my hair so that the librarian can't catch me using mp3 player in library.

I think they know it actually.Oh,my eyebrows were thick like caterpillar that time.

trying to act like the nose-less man in an anime.

If you miss me in baju kurung.

The photo taken in 1u.
I shall end my post here before I become more LOA.
before i forget,i shall leave my address here.hahaha
Phrase of the day:I love print screening.It's so fun.

Sunday, March 16, 2008


I'm like this injured monkey in Mr.Magorium's Wonder Emporium who needs hug NOW.

p/s:I want hugs from him only.mind my choosey-ness

I was depressed yesterday because my mom asking me to apply JPA scholarship so that i can study oversea?I don't know why i'm so depressed actually.If i know it,I won't be depressed.

anyway,back to scholar thingy.HELLO,my results cannot apply JPA la.My skin is not that thick to tell the others that I have only 6A1 5A2 and a miserable ridiculous unbelievable B3 for chinese.well,maybe it's because I scrub my face too much till my skin become thin.(ignore this lame statement.)

somemore, to apply JPA,you need to be a straight A-er (A1 are given a better chance) with excellent co-curiculum performance in school.In addition, you have to go for those interviews,fill with those forms,photostate this and that,sign this and that,and most important,you may need to submit an essay.


I want to suffer myself with those thick like bricks chemistry books and biology books.CAN?

I wanna dissect frog,go to taman rakyat to collect those funny insects,mix alcohol and organic acid to get ester for my perfume and crack my head with those almost insolvable mathematics.CAN?

I wanna drive my car go here and there to do co-co stuff,organise activities,and conduct choir group.CAN?

and i hate people keep asking me why I go form 6.

If i'm in good mood,I might say i love form 6 life.

If i'm in bad mood and that fella is so "kiam pa" and he/she is in college,i will absolutely say:" I hate college people.they're so lala.I don't want to hurt my eyes with those extremely colourful clothes.and oh,their behaviour are improper.they went clubbing,smoking and drinking."

then that fella would answer:"oh that means you hate me la."


that fella:" 'stupid' is so mean."(remember Peyton in the Game Plan?)

I would say,"oh,you deserved that"

It's my choice to go form matter how hard it is.

reason:(i state here so that no one ask me again) factor.

okay,now bring out your calculator if your mathematics isn't that good.

I want to pursue nutrition/biomedical/bio chemistry.

so I have to take up pre U courses like A level,SAM or foundation in Science.

to take up these,I need 15k-30k.If I got scholarship,i still have to pay around 10k.

In another hand,

form 6 only cost me few thousand.

RM250x12=RM3000 (tuition fee)

RM 500~RM1000 (miscellaneous)


still cheaper right?

I can even save the money to buy a drivable car.(a second hand kancil around 8k)

2.nearer to my family

I'm not saying that i'm daddy's daughter or whatever.

but,my parents only have me.

I should teman them till I'm 21 and lessen their burden lo.

3.I don't want to let my shopaholism run wild.

this's because most of the college are located nearby shopping malls.

like taylors.It's around subang.I can go sunway pyramid,subang parade and even 1u.

4.can study in UMP with KC (he said one! I don't even want to go there.)

anyway,when I go to university,he's going to point study there.

and that university mainly for engineers one.I don't want to become engineer also.

I want to go UKM/UPM/UM.Those universities are near to my house.

and KC said next time he can fetch me after class if I got those university.(i stated here so that he can keep his promise.wahahaha)

5.I love school co-curiculum life.

we have merentas desa,hari sukan,hari guru, and whatever festival you can name it.We'll try to make activities with those festivals.

when you go college,do you still celebrate hari raya in college?no right?My school teacher even brought us cookies after raya holidays.

Do you wear those saree,punjabi suit and baju kebaya in college?very seldom right?in school,we wore it for performances and festivals.

Okay fine,I'm that LOA and love to show off my face in the school magazine.

Oh,do you have prefect in college?I doubt so.In school,you can see prefect with special uniform and asking you to leave the canteen to class.They made us not to ponteng class.While in college,WHO CARES?you ponteng,your problem lah.

6.being patriotic.

I support Malaysia education system.I support public university although many of them said public university certificates are not so popular anymore.As a university student,I think it's part of our responsibility to make the university become famous.If the students are diligent to do more research,write more academic essay and invent more things,the university will be more famous right?but make sure you have a good lecturer who can accept your brilliance.Lastly,if no one go to public university,then who support them?Who give them the chance to change?

They said most of the public universities are giving privileges to malay.The government are racist.If you ever think like that,you're the racist as you think that.(the YAWUTAO theory*?).It's true that privileges are given.but who cares?If you're good enough,you don't have to worry about that.They give privileges,their problem lah.Stop complaining and work hard to show your potential is a better move.They can't just close your eyes and throw your application with 4 flags into rubbishbin right?

I remember something I read in Zlwin's blog.I got the link from sha.It's about national day I think.He said,We kept complaining about our country but do we think that we're actually the lucky one compared to the blacks in United States?Racism is worse there.So, stop complaining and start praying that our country will be lead by a leader with good leadership and it 'll be better under God's guidance.

Anyway,I love this."Stop complaining.Start praying.Do something."

* YAWUTAO theory.You're what you think about others theory ( sounds like shaking head right?)

-created by yin xian.Inspired by suzanne and maybe Katrina?suzanne said she read from Katrina's blog.Eg:If you think someone is a're a it?

p/s:I type ideas that strike in my head.forgive me if I have offended anyone.I don't mean it actually.Sorry.sorry har.

Phrase of the day:Just let me emo for a day.

Friday, March 14, 2008

shopping spree for NS.

herm.If you saw a lady with height 153cm,untied long hair,a forest-like necklace,wearing brown blouse and jeans,holding a purple&green stripe bag and a huge jusco recycle bag,YES,That's me running in AEON Bkt Tinggi like a mad fella (ermm,more to a crazy shopaholic.)

oh well,I found out something.
cheap bra isn't really cheap.
and it isn't really comfortable to wear.
I search for so long to buy a right one.
maybe i'm too spoilt with branded bra like wacoal.
It's so comfortable and the price are reasonable like RM 14.50 for 1?(J card member day offer.RM29 for 2)
and that jusco cheap bra already RM 10 lo.
But still i need to buy a not branded bra.
I don't want to be braless in NS.(I'm afraid that my bra 'll be stolen as it has a brand?)
I don't mind she/he steal it because of the brand.
but I'll have no bra to wear later.OK?

and I bought a sunblock,a mirror,and some undies.
I passed by skinfood.It attracted me to go in.
I bought a make up remover for face and a eye concealer.(nono,it's NOT for NS actually.)

I bought present for Khadi and Sha.Sorry ar,I forgot to buy gift cards and wrappers.I brought my scissors so that i can wrap them.
Anyway,I have a new dream.
OPEN A ART SHOP.a D.I.Y art shop when i'm retired.wahahaha
inside the shop,you pay RM can use all the stickers,papers and colour pen to make a card for your loved one.Of course ,if there's some un-romantic guy like someone(luckily he went to camp d.),designing service 'll be porvided.inside the shop,there's nice art stuff,some D.I.Y stuff where I really can't find any in Klang and gift suggestion counter?because not all malaysian are artistic ma,I still have to earn money,ok?

later,I met up with Sha,Khadi,Iona, and Daryl.We went to Sakae and we made the most noise i think,with those nasi kankang,the cuisine theory etc etc.

here's the photo.

I just don't want to show my face as my eyes still bloated.very nice right?It's hard for me to find a very fit dress as I'm not tall and my boobs tak cukup besar la.

I tried the skinfood make up remover for face.After using it,my skin became very smooth and clean.

Phrase of the day: getting lazier these few weeks.

Friday, March 7, 2008

the quiz?

Your Personality is Very Rare (ESTP)

Your personality type is dominant, driven, poised, and self-aware.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 6% of all men

You are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

You Are 74% Peaceful

You are a very peaceful person. All is good in your world, no matter what's going on.

Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat.

Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize.

You Are 16% Scary

You're so perfect that it actually is a little scary.

Men keep waiting for your dark side to appear, but it just doesn't exist!

You Are An Intro-Extrovert!

Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy

You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on

You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time.

Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need variety!

Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

the tag?

As I'm so bored at home,
As I'm out of topic to post about,

As I'm lazy to type so much,(can put picture ma)

so I did this tag (not really a tag don't hv to tag people) which i grab from Ee Von.yes, i blog-surfing for nothing.

skin care
what cleanser do you use?
Simple Deep Cleansing Facial Wash.

What toner do you use?
Yves Rocher toning water mist.a convenient toner where you just spray the toner and tap your face.can save facial cotton.
what moisturiser do you use?

pure & mild UV protector SPF 29 PA++.can be used as make up base.I love many in one product.hahaha

pure&mild brightening emulsion.non sticky and smell nice too.actually i seldom use it.I only use it when my face is dry.

Do you use eye care product?if so,what kind?
skinfood snow tea eye serum
Do you use mask?if so,what kind?
oh,i love using mask.they're intensive treatment.I have whitening one,refining one and clearing pore wan.frankly speaking,I don't like to use sheet mask.because it's more can only use for one time.and my face is smaller la.tak berbaloi lo.

Yves Rocher Pore refining peel off mask.Actually it's not really nice to use.not really effective but i just love the scent.

I highly recommend this.It exfoliates your skin,whitens your skin,and moistens your skin.and it smells good.I love scent.

OH,I love this too.It's more effective than pore pack.and you can use more times than pore pack.and the price..18.50.after right?

how many times a day do you wash your face?
2-3. when i wake up,when i back from school,when i 'm going to sleep

do you use eye makeup remover?
yes.because of that eyeliner.I terpaksa have to buy it.

if so, what kind?
for both eyes and face.
is your skin oily, dry, or combination skin?
should be combination.It depends on how many hours i sleep.

what is the best part about your skin?
no freckles?

what are your skin problems?
pimple scars,chicken pox scars,a little bit of fine line(very little bit only),and dark rings.

make up

what foundation do you use?
actually hor,I don't use foundation because I'm lazy to determine my skin colour.Your complexion 'll look fake if you choose the wrong i must well don't use it.My complexion not really bad.but I assume this as my foundation.

what powder do you use?
I didn't use powder as I don't like to use it. and I don't want to look like a geisha?

what eyebrow pencil do you use?

my eyebrows are thick like caterpillar where i have to trim almost every need eyebrow pencil la.To save money, i just use mascara to set my eyebrow.

what eyeliner do you use?

Elianto forsted grey eyeliner.

What's your favourtie eyeshadow?

I want it so much but I haven't bought it yet as i seldom use them.

what mascara do you use?
I love mascaras.I use the 1st one when I need to look like i put make up.vice versa to the second one.
what are your favourite lipbalms/sticks/glosses?

I don't really use them.My lips are heathly enough.Anyway,I used them when I have choir performance and any function where I don't eat.I don't put lipstick when I'm going for wedding dinner.I don't want my cup to have lipstick stain.
well,I use mentholatum lipice water colour.

Do you use concealer?
yes,the yves rocher intense shine eliminator and concealer stick and pore mini balm.I 'm going to buy a eye concealer

do you colour your hair?

No,I wanted to but i didn't because I don't know what colour to put and I have to colour lock shampoo if i dye my hair.Another things to spend on.

what is your stylists name?

Oh,I don't know.I always cut my hair in Giant.Yeah,the RM12 one.Now they increase the price to RM 15. So I plan to change it to cutedge.The one in AEON.Their stylists are more professional as my mom said.

what salon do you go to?

Oh,The RM12 hair cut centre in Giant.I plan to change it to cutedge.

what is your natural hair colour?

black .brown with some gold stripe of hair under sunlight.I have naturally-dyed hair.

what is your hair colour now?

same as above.

do you have straight or curly hair?

sometimes straight,sometimes wavy.

do you use a curling iron?


a straightener?


what kind?

i didn't use.
do you use a blowdryer?

No.and not even one in my house.

do you use gel, and if so, what kind?


Do you use mousse, and if so, what kind?


what shampoo do you use?

Loreal Elseve.the pink one.

what conditioner do you use?

Loreal Elseve.the pink one.

do you use leave in conditioner?

I used last time.Now my hair is easier to get oily so I don't use it anymore.

anyway ,I used Loreal Elseve too,the orange one with fruity scent.I miss that scent.


what deodorent do you use?

I use Amway deodorant.Actually I seldom use it.I only use it when I need to go for function.

what body wash do you use?

Shokobutsu green tea.

do you use a loofah, washcloth or soap to wash?

washcloth,to scrub my back.

what perfumes do you use or like? name five.

Calvin Klein Euphoria Blossom Eau de Toilette

Yves Rocher Yria EDT.

do you always have to smell good?

ermm,kind of.I'll feel more motivated when i wear my perfume.


are diamonds really a girl's best friend?

ermm.not necessary.

what is your jewelry essential?

earrings and necklace.

what jewelry do you wear most?

earrings and necklace.

what jewelry do you crave most?

I don't crave them.If you love them,you won't hurt them by scratching them right?

purses and shoes

how many purses do you own?

two.a bonia one and a ELLE one.I'm using the ELLE one now.

which is your favourite?

the ELLE one.It's convenient,not so big and not so small to put all my card and cash.

how many shoes do you own?

11 pairs.

which pair is your favourite?

the MOD yellow wedges.the vincci black wedges.the NYC balletflats.the VOIR green bikini shoe.

who is your favourite handbag designer?

Oh,my handbags are not branded.i bought them from FOS and reject shop.and I don't know the designers.

who is your favourite shoe designer?

noone so far.

this or that

manolos or jimmy choo?

jimmy choo.I support malaysian

dolce and gabbana or chanel?

Chanel.I love the rose trademark.oh,is it rose?I only know its chinese name.

michael kors or bebe?
bebe maybe?

Louis Vuitton or Coach?


Gucci or prada?



favourite magazine to read?

ermm,'s a chinese magazine

favourite nail polish?

the transparent one.

favourite book?

61x57 by a taiwan MBA guy,wang wen hua

favourite band?

ermm.mayday,the taiwan band.

favourite girly movie?

ermm,Memoirs of the geisha.200 pounds beauty.I watched so many times,cried so many times over some parts.

are you high maintainence?

not really.I'm too lazy.

Do you enjoy being a girl?

yes except the time when I'm having menstrual pain.