Tuesday, September 27, 2016

原点

戴上面具的我,
没有原则,
没有理智,
没有思想,
没有灵魂,
就在面具快要和真实的面孔融为一体时,
我义无反顾地卸下了面具,
留下赤裸裸的五官。

我,就像一只无头苍蝇,
绕着无法复活的尸体,
期待着有一天,
那蜡黄的尸体可以慢慢恢复以往的鲜红色。
可惜啊,
过了就是过了,
无谓做那最后的挣扎。

他们说,
无礼不成三,
第三次了,
也是最后一次了。

后悔吗?
没有。
心头的大石,
终于放下了。
一切回到原点了。

Sunday, September 25, 2016

11am 的手术、却在9am左右被拖进手术室。
披着那类似和服的手术袍、内里一丝不挂、感觉真像清朝妃子被翻牌子、即将被临幸的感觉 😒 
(别乱想、我的主诊医生是个女的。) 


Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Just to kill time while waiting for doctor. :X

In case you don't know, I have this idiocrasy to talk to plush toys. Eg: gymnastic frog and Jeff's domokun. 
Whenever I go to his house, I will listen to domokun's complaint on how bad Jeff treating him. 😒 and one day, I showed this photo (attached below) to domokun. He hate me since then. 😔



Thursday, January 2, 2014

Songs

Songs to be played during my wedding:
1. Close to you 
2. Lucky 
3. I'm yours 
4. These words 

Songs to be played during my funeral:
1. Hotel California 
2. Stairway to heaven 
3. Bohemian rhapsody 


Sunday, December 1, 2013

Something to cure Monday blue :)

Silly conversation between me and Jeff.
If you have been following me on Instagram, you will know gymnastic frog which I treat it like my son. So, technically, Jeff is his dad. -.- 



And this is evidence of robber kitty trying to rob the rich tai tai gymnastic frog 


p/s: I'm very grateful to have Jeff as my bf as he can tolerate my yinsanity/wild imagination. -.- After reading about the death of Paul Walker, I appreciate him more. Okay. Now can I have more caramel pudding? And more Japanese bento? 

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Why am I inactive for about a month

I thought when I started working, I would have more time to blog, especially when I'm waiting for my turn to meet doctor. -.- but no, I have to do my research on penetrating new products- looking at the medicine rack to search for competitor's products or chat with the nurses to get more tips in getting the sales. I'm more hardworking when I have to chase my sales. -.- eg: this month. Due to the one week holiday in Japan, now I have to work double to match the target. A bit tough, but I would not give up until the last day. 

Anyway, update would be even slow as my laptop decided to break down. Sigh. Getting a new one because repair fee is high. 

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Life is short

Watched 被偷走的那五年, The Stolen Years and cried.
The story was about a couple was divorced as the wife was too dominant. They got back together because the wife had amnesia due to an accident.When they finally got back, the wife was diagnosed to have dementia and she went for brain surgery without her husband's knowledge. Unfortunately, the surgery failed and she was paralysed. The husband took care of her and she felt that she was a burden. In the end, she died as she requested her husband to pull off the oxygen tube. 
The story is a bit korean drama but if all these happen on you, what would you do? 
What would you do if you're the wife?
What would you do if you're the husband? 
  
From the movie, I realised that life is unpredictable. You never know what will happen in the next second. 
You never know that you might die in the next second or next day. 
Hence, what you feel like doing, if you're capable of doing so, just do it. 
Be with the person you love as much as you can. You never know that the next second, you might lose them. 
Don't wait for the right time. There is no right time. When you feel that the time is right, the thing/person might not be there anymore. Don't say that you will do it when you're free. Optimise your time. 
You want that awesome body? Work it out diligently
You want to travel? Plan it now. 
You want to learn something? Start doing your research
Do as much thing as you want so that when you're lying in the coffin, you can leave the world with a smile and no regrets.

For me, once I own my workstation and travel to Japan like it's my second home -.-, I can die without regrets. choi choi choi. I still have a lot of things that I want to do. God, please don't take me away too early. -.- 

Lastly, satisfy your cravings as soon as possible. ;p 
So, I feel like eating caramel pudding ._.